Assault

Clarence was assaulted by 3 assailants after

clubbing at an underage party at St James Powerhouse.

He didn't know it was an underage party though.

After partying, he went out to Vivocity to slack and sort

with his friends, before moving to the spot where

he was assaulted.

After moving off from Vivocity, he and his friends

walked together with another group of people

to the Seah Im Carpark (opposite Vivocity, beside harbourfront

MRT station).

Upon arriving at the location, he sat down by the

kerb and starting chit chatting with his friends.

This place was an crime scene where shortly after

he sat down, the assault took place.

He was punched and kicked onto his face

and neck area.

The aftermath is that Clarence suffered from a

nose bleed, a swollen eye, a busted mouth

and a fucking injured neck.

His Fred Perry Polo Pique was dirtied during

the brawl, and God Damn these kids.

Clarence and co. went to vivo again to sit down

and think of what happened.

It was an assault, maybe a riot.

Afterwards, he cabbed down to Bukit Batok

and lodged a Police report, providing with 100%

accurate details on what had happened.

On the upcoming tuesday, he will be going to

the Subordinate Court of Singapore to file a complaint

against these attackers and to charge them to court

for "Voluntarily Causing Hurt" under

Section 323 of Chapter 224.

Hope this case will bring these fucktards to jail

or either go to RTC (Reformative Training Centre),

hoping that there's also caning included.

Oh well :(

Birthday

Firstly, a big thank you to all these people for

wishing me a happy birthday.

These are in sequence :)

All in 24hrs Format

1) Noelle (0000)
2) Boo (0000)

3) Guo Ren (0000)

4) Xiao Qing (0001)

5) Xuan Zhi (0003)

6) Wan Hao (0005)

7) Zhen Fu ((0008) I know the reason why so late:))

8) Rui Ying (0012)

9) James Chiam (0020)

10) Jolyn Chin (0020)

11) Jenmey (0021)

12) Jia Le ((0034) Thank you blue oyster! <33's>

13) Bryan (0055)

14) Eunice (0129)

15) Ye Kai (0129)

16) Huili (0215)

17) Valerie (0258)

18) Alicia (1246)

19) Richard (1450)

20) Eleonora (1450)

21) Bryan (AGAIN(1450))
22) Nicole (1450)

23) Lester (1451)

24) Raja (1458)
25) Yi Mei (1520)

26) Ivan (1945)

27) Huplian (I forgot timing)

28) Johnathan Edwards (1929)

29) Siew Ting (2016)

30) Michael (2111)

_________________________________

13/10/2009 BELATED ASSHOLES! :P THANKS ANYWAY!

31) Wilson Lee

32) Yong Cheng

33) Kang Wei

34) Kirsten

35) Brendan

36) En-Lin

Okay, Thanks guys! NO JOKE.

Really appreciated all of your kind, warm wishes

to the ugly BUT adorable boy here.

AHAHAHA WHAT A DOUCHEBAG I AM.

LOL!

Friggin' thick skinned.

Anyway, It's a total of 3 updates to

keep this post going.

Final update already!

and yes: "I wanna thank my mom my dad

my everyone for giving me this award."

Yea yea as if I'm taking the Grammy Awards.

So, a big....

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE AGAIN!

Is this large enough?
Big thank you already aye?
hehe!

Ciao!

&

Cheers.

aniMAIL time!

Bye, Ciao or Cya? Choose one.

Seriously, PLEASE CHOOSE ONE.
AND TAG IT ON MY TAGBOARD.







p.s I totally hate the word bye.
It makes me sound like you're not gonna see me again.

Peace & Serenity

Yesterday was an unusual me.
Temper didn't show at all, nor even my arrogance.
Found out that the world is gracious.
I must go and thank all those who helped
me in everything, and to love them for what they are.

I was lacking of coins for the bus fare,
I kindly requested this ageing guy for just
particularly 10cents.
Not only he gave it to me, but still asked
this :"Boy, you need more? Is it enough?"
I was shy to get more, so I said
:"Uncle, it's okay, thank you very much."

I do not know why I was greeted by
such a nice man, but it's an angel in disguise.
Not those angels with halo, but he is indeed
a Samaritan.

Thank you uncle whom gave me his penny,
I will pray for you in every aspect in life.

Thank you once again.



Crossing the realms of life;
ain't sure what it does nor means.
Cleansing my heart through the rain,
finding peace and meaning out there.
Learning the things which I should absorb;
not pushing the blame but blame oneself.
Peace and serenity is upon my kingdom;
to find it, I must seek for it.

Rants, rants and more rants.

I'm like a fuse.
My ampere is lower than the current;
blows up when the current is too strong to handle.

I'm an "ah beng", a Singapore gangster.
This is what people deemed me as.
Condemned, punished, humiliated and framed.
What's more?
Life has been condemned by such idiots.

Stress in Lasalle.
A on going thing; making me sick.
People can handle the stress, but it ain't me.

I'm not a saint nor a deviant.
Neither am I Satan nor Lucifer.
Do not judge me by looks.

I may be friendly; scary too.
How you perceive, is judgement.
Till you know me better, then judge once more.

National Day

Don't you guys love national day?

I mean, its like 09/08.

Such numbers is like so cool right?

08/08. Cool?
Not really, like so fengshui type.

Wanna prosperous?

Start a business on that day.

Wanna earn big bucks or have good luck?

Go pray on that day and buy big sweep.

So lame man.

Anyway, I'm now ranting so much as I'm kinda

feeling depressed. As usual?

Maybe.

There's something missing.

The missing piece.

The lost puzzle which ran away.

Took off and flew to Vietnam.

October 31st, the particular missing piece

will come back, and complete this puzzle once again.

Hope to see you soon boo.

it all started out with a hug.

As stated above.

Boo going to Vietnam soon,
I'm quitting work soon.
Working on anger after Boo comes
back from Vietnam.
Tomorrow I'm attending school (like finally).

Traffic Police dropped charges on me.
Finally met up with Ken and Joshua.
Watched The Hangover (4/5 stars for me).
UOB Credit Card attained.
9/8/09 started.

I'm just over the moon :)

fuck friendlyfire. fuck it.

holy sh*t.

God damn it.
How many times must I lose my bloody Oakley?
Holy crap.

Now, I didnt lose it while I'm on the sea, but
I've lost it whilst moving my house.
What a loser I am man.

Another $200++ gone to the moving house account.
Basket. I'm so so so GOD DAMN FURIOUS NOW.
f..

Total Oakley's lost = 4
Total Amount lost = SGD $1.2k
Time lost = 1-2 months interval per Oakley.



Damn...
How unlucky I could get?
GOD DAMN UNLUCKY.
HOHOHO PIECE OF SHIT.

I can't believe it,
How could I lose something when it is in
my house and no one took it?
Which bloody mutha f***er took it?
I HAVE NO GOD DAMN IDEA.

BOOHOO!
MY MONEY IS GONE!
NOT ANOTHER OAKLEY :(



Anyway, I'll be shooting a international
model at some place which I need to reconfirm
again. Hope the results I took is gonna be
appealing or I could just jump down to death.




I'm missing someone :/

Circuit 5.02 Assessment.

Gonna go my assessment for biking
later on. Hope everything goes out
smoothly but with a tinge of fun and
a little bit of seriousness.

LETS HOPE I WONT CRASH AGAIN. LOL!

Why did I crash?
I was looking down at the kerb whilst
doing my s-course. Lost control of the
bike and mounted on a kerb, hence lost
balance and crashed on the road.


Anyway, just not long ago, I quit
Lasalle due to stress and some stuffs
which overloaded me. Thats why I failed :/


sigh, fucked.

moved house and sorts.

As above stated.
Now moved to Woodlands.
No idea on what the hell is
this street and stuff but its a
10-15 minutes walk from Woodland
MRT Station to the apartment.

Oh well, after few months or so,
I'll be moving back to Jurong,
but no idea where :/

Most 'prolly' is at Jurong West Extension
there? I have no idea.

Damn..



How I wish that my previous house
aint sold. Nowadays I'm still going back
to Jurong West to slack and eat,
kinda miss the places and food.

I can't accustom to the things at
Woodlands.

The feeling is shitty :/



Anyway, I'll be completing my biking
by the max.. September?
If I were to say roughly when..
I would predict that its near
the end of September or mid September.

Hope by then, I'll have enough/adequate
money to get my bike.

$6000 SGD for this




















ciao!

random.

Well well, this is the 2008 Suzuki Hayabusa.
The chinese encoding on the fairing means
"Falcon" or "Japanese Falcon" or something
in similar.

It is currently the fastest bike,
Made in Japan,
Pwned Italian bikes like Ducati
or other continental brands like
BMW and etc.

How great can this be?
I let you guys decide.

Top speed 370kmph (record).
0-100kmph in 3 seconds.
Cool?

Yeah.

Class 2B License

I'm getting my Class 2B License now

and finally my mom let me go with it.

I know the hazards of biking and everything

when its on the road as I've been driving for

the past 2 months.

Lets state the pros and cons.

Pros

No jams during traffic jams.

Versatile

Fast acceleration

Simple designs

Cons

No air-cond

No shelter

Prone to danger

Noisy

Unable to start whilst cold days

So, after all these thoughts, I'm still going

for it! Cause I wanna get a big bike, not

a normal 2B only.

Aiming for Suzuki Hayabusa or a sport tourer

when I got my Class 2 Bike!

Gonna learn my bike at 4PM today!

Take care guys :/

Southern Island Expedition.

Well well, as mentioned above.
I'll be going to a few southern islands
in Singapore (Please exclude Sentosa).

Will be kayaking towards Sister's Island,
Lazarus Island and St John's Island, and
be the Sweeper for the whole diamond shaped formation.

Anyway, I'm using a 1Mbps modem now! WOOHOO!
It's fucking slow, it can't do much
and lastly, I wanna view my YouTube stuff but
its slow :(

I MISS MY MIO!

O'well, mio is such a bitch that it lags for
no utter reason and then it went dead
after 2 years of Consistent Packeting :/

I MISS MIO!

Yea yea fuck off Clarence,
being such a gay saying he misses a bloody modem.


Anyway, back to SIE.
I will hope to sms people during the trip during SIE

and able to get a reply :/

oh well, i miss somebody, some place, somewhere, somewhat.

Hugs

Sometimes a small "gift" could actually
make someone's day brighter.

I fell in love, once after your hug started.
It wasn't just a puppy love, nor at a first sight.

I knew what I was thinking.

I knew it.

After that hug, I was actually thinking
"fuck, why did I let go?"
It was true, why did I let go?
It ain't fairytale thingy or sorts, but it delivers.

p.s cant write chinese cause no input text :/

you know who you are :)
KML

The Arena

Holy shit, I'm using my brother's wireless
thingy which cost a bomb, now I'm just gonna
briefly summarise what did I did yesterday.

I worked my heart out and chiong like shit
at PSA which I perspired like nobody's business.

Reached home afterwards, and slept after I bathed.

Woke up, met Yew Tinn and go towards Tian Wen's house
at Pandan Road.

Drove to St James PowerHouse to celebrate their birthday
but Power House didn't open.

We decided to change location and go to Phuture
but Phuture too, didn't open.

Then we went towards Butter Factory, but got lost.

Went to The Arena and club.

Drank quite a amount of liquor (yeah drink driving)
and then started dancing around and sorts.

Then go home.
Nights.

The pain of discipline is nothing like the pain of disappointment.

"The pain of discipline is nothing like the pain of disappointment."


Learnt this quote over at SingaporeBikesForum today.

I mean, I kinda like this quote as it will keep me
getting more disciplined day by day, I know you guys
might think that I could not be disciplined right?

But to be honest, I would say that the pain of disappointment
is really a shitty taste. I've tried the taste of
the bloody disappointment already and I've always
compared it to the good side.

Why would someone get such a good grade than me?

Cause I'm a procrastinator.

Yes, I'm honest about it.

And I don't know why I can't change it.



FML

just drop it.

Who am I suppose to judge;
who is right and who is wrong?
How does it helps to judge oneself.


Change a mindset I should say,
to get a feeling of the right way.
Doubling my pace, to and fro.
And keep my thinking in control.
Being together is all one wants,
hope the other half wants one wants.
It can't go wrong with these two souls,
or conflicts would soon arose.
After times have changed and mindset too,
people would start to break one's tooth.
Violence is not the key in this,
but people are still abusing it.
Love does fade after time goes by,
but will the pair survive the tide,
only they can fight for what they want.



Takes two hand to clap a song,
makes a melody to sing along.
One hand left and the other hand stays,
will a song still be heard from it?
Time goes by,
it ain't coming back.
Would one dashes through the fallen fauna?
To catch the party which had left,
and resurrect the greenery.





Just drop it Clarence.
Imma drop it.

Tried HDR and editings.

Yea yea.
Dumbasses.

I'm going to post some of the photos
which I personally edited the lightings
and the hue saturation and whatever you name it.

Using all kinds of techniques I've acquired through
my own learning via Jimmy Lim and some other resources.

I'm pretty sure that you guys will go 'Wow!'
after seeing my pictures.
Okay, maybe not.




Oh another thing to add on.
My mom is scraping the car which I'm currently
using and she's gonna buy a Fiat Doblo.

Holy shit!
I do not want this upgrade / downgrade man!
It's utterly disgusting in my point of view
but yeah, one says that I should be contented in
life with the things which I'm having.

Fcuk it okay.
Imagine you're driving a sedan, but after a while
you're gonna change to a bloody van?

Gosh!
















There.
Fucked up right?
yea rukckaskdfnasuicn it.

i just cant understand the mindset of girls.

Mentioned above.

Why is there so much friction between
girls and guys?

Oh well, I just personally deleted the
whole post cause I do not want any flaming
to be done.

What's the point?












Anyway, on a lighter note.
Just enjoy this joke :)

我不要别人温柔的怀抱。

Hope my chinese writing is okay..

Haha!

Anyway, just a quick update on my life
on what I am currently doing and sorts.

Nowadays, I'm really rotting myself at home
and doing absolutely nothing. The feeling of
taking out my camera and shoot is there.

There's no kakis to tag along though.

booohoo :(

Well well, anyway, more into my sports life
and kinda personal stuff. I've just created a
Lasalle Dragonboat Team, currently I'm the
pioneer batch and the whole team does not look
very stable yet, but at least there is 6 strong
crews (i'm included) who're keen to make this
FIRST CCA in Lasalle a strong, dynamic and successful
one and hit it into the history books of Lasalle.

Well I'm not the founder, but Co-Founder.

My vision for this whole cca is to actually
promote a healthier lifestyle for the students in my
school and to promote teamwork, camaraderie, leadership.


Now the whole proposal for my cca to gain Sponsorship
and to get recognition is still under write-up and
I'm going to pass it to the President of Lasalle!

Hope we could get the approval and sponsorship!

Wish me luck :)

我不是 emo ugly duckling :(

Seriously, nowadays I'm just trying to pump myself up

with every little huff I have inside my body. 
Probably because maybe, just maybe that after sculpting

my body, I might, MIGHT have more confidence in myself :)

I've been emo nowadays, no idea why, maybe just a surge 

of unhappiness? As they've said, guys do have PMS too!

So, I guess I've hit the shittest part of my moodswing ba.

Thank you Cindy Keong for being there when I needed someone.

谢谢你.

dulan-ness.

Fucking dulan.

on the other hand, I finally collected my fucking
license after so many days and weeks and months of
bloody mother fucking procrastination.

fucking hell.

Interactive Art

This is interactive art.
Kinda stupid. Yeah. I agree.
but my ideas are WAY better than these :)

failed lasalle.

Failed Lasalle foundations.
Might be changing course to Interactive Art
if I'm able to do so. Need to attend another
re-assessment.

F it.
Totally!

Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe.
That everything I said and did,
Wasn't just deceiving.

The tear in your eyes,
Your calm hard face.
Makes me wish that I was never
brought into this place.

Maybe it's just me..

Day after 22KM Round Ubin.

Will be posting photos soon :)

misses drawing ):

will upload a picture of my latest drawing soon =/


Im late for my sleep.
Gotta wake up at 0645 later and reach Chinese Garden
by 0715 and then travel to meet my friend at 0800
at City Hall.
Afterwards, will travel to Pasir Ris and then
go to Changi Water-Venture and go for expedition.

Tomorrow (Sunday) will be having a KOP
(Kayaking Orientation Programme) which I will be
leading and teaching the people who are in there.

Anyway, Happy vesak day to all buddhist people.

Ciao!
Off to sleep~

Sickness in the heart.

the sight of you walking past me
without saying hi, really troubled me.
was it that you cant see me,
or you just plans to ignore me?
last seen you at
Wednesday 6 May 2009 8.10pm JE bus interchange.

Guide me anyone?

I need guidance in this.
What if I fail lasalle?
Where can I go?
What can I do?
What is the next best step?
Any future for me?

Great.

Problems is arising soon, I guess
I will serve the nation if I fail..

Oh well, maybe you guys might like my
shaved head? sigh.

Repeat or NS?

Guys, I need a suggestion.

Should I repeat my LASALLE year 1 or should
I go to NS if I fail?
Suggestions please.

Thanks.

feeling damn shitty now.

to all my readers out there.

I might not pass my Lasalle year 1.

Fuck :(

alright, assessment over.

time to sleep now :)

Attn.

To all my readers out there.

I've been stressing out alot and I'm proud to

say that I got a free treatment for hair colour!

Guess what colour is that?

YEAP! 

WHITE HIGHLIGHTS!

Which salon?

Free body system salon!

My hair's pigment faded and now the hair which

is situated at the back of my head is turning white.

Highlights not dye :P

It looks kinda cool though, but I hate people calling me

old man or "HEY WHAT ARE YOU STRESSING ABOUT".

Retarded people with no brains or low IQ.

Of course I'm stressing about SCHOOL, fuckheads.

Tomorrow is my assessment and I haven't do any shit out

yet for the lecturers and what? I might fail you dumbshits.

So, I'm rushing my ass off to do my work tonight at my friend's

house at Siglap, gonna take cab to school tomorrow cause my

artwork is ENORMOUS. No joke, it is DAMN HUGE.

Imagine the work which I showed you guys previously.

The Hunter's Haunting.

It is printed out on a 100cmx141.45cm.

So, how to bring that to school?

''Mrt?''

FUCK YOU, NO MRT.

"Cab?"

EXACTLY!

"Why take cab than MRT?"

MRT permits me to take my artwork with me as the 

restricted size is around there, so they let me in.

"Then? Take MRT lah!"

Go die please.
I got 80 A2 drawings, 5 A4 Books, 1 Easel, 1 Canvas,

4 A0, 2 Woods, 4 A3.

How can I bring these up on MRT myself?

"Ask your friends! They will help!"

I requested for assistance from my friends already,

and they're willingly to help me in this.
But for convenience sake, I would call for a cab too.

I don't wish to make my friend's life miserable and travel

in the MRT with such bulky shits.

"How much have you spent on Lasalle?"
Fees is 4.5k SGD.

"How about materials?"
Easily up to 2k SGD.

"Thats EXPENSIVE! Why choose art?"
I believe art can express myself out, and furthermore,

I'm taking photography which is my passion.

"Why not learn at a Polytechnic?"
I must eat my humble pie now, I got 30points in O's.

Why must I elaborate all these?

Cause I want you guys to know, the art industry is too

small but there's TOO many competitiveness.

For those who wants to get into the art industry like me.

Just remember this phrase from me.

"You are a good painter, but no one commercialise for you.

So what are you? Nothing. You need exhibitions, or widespread name,

or you will starve and till then, no one even knows your name."

-Clarence Chua

dream.

I woke up, not because of the cold chilly
aircon which my mom enabled for me.

It's a dream, a dream which is so realistic that
when I woke up, I can't believe that my eyes actually
teared and its watery. It is not because I'm tired
or the effects of just waking up, get it?

Its the dream..

It is not a scary dream, but a sad dream about
my life and how I lost something.

NOT MY OAKLEY!

It is how I lost this someone.
fuck. I'm emotionally unstable again.

oakley and family lost.

I don't wish to elaborate much.

Oakley lost in the sea whilst training.

Fought with my both bros today in a car with my dad around.

I think this is all,
don't wanna say much.

Losing her soon.
Lost my family, and oakley.

FUCK!

FINAL PROJECT. SHOWCASE TO ALL MY READERS

As above stated. I would show you guys
the latest project which I enjoy doing.
It is kinda fun and enjoyable whilst doing it
but there's a lot of stress in it too.

Hope you guys enjoy my Photomanipulation.


Hunter's Haunting

ikea; school work = assessments = stressed.

UPDATED!

As usual, I'm stressed again due to my school work.
The projects has been piling up like a Mt.Everest
and it is still growing!

April 29th is my Final Assessment where I will be
graded upon my whole foundation year and determine
whether I will pass or retain, I hope everything
will go smoothly for me for this year as I've been
kinda unlucky.


*tsk tsk tsk*

So, I've made up my mind, I'm gonna be good boy
from now and stop playing games unless I'm stressed
out and restrict myself to only 1 hour if so.

Anyway, I'm going to Ikea now to find out if there's
any frame which is more than 1m x 1.4m.
MORE THAN.

I just came back from Ikea.
Okay, not really JUST, but kinda 5 hours ago.
I went around Ikea like a dumbshit, can't find the
woodplanks section and was going round and round
at the few same place and I don't know where the hell
am I untill I told myself that I'm lost.

*laughs*



So, I didn't bought individual woods to make up a 1m x 1.4m.
Rather, I bought 2 nice frames and gonna disassemble it
and gonna assemble it to make it 1.2m x 1.6m.

Okay, I'm le' tired already.
Gonna ciao now, sleep :)
Night guys.

Voca People.

Just something for you guys to listen.



I would personally give a two thumbs up to this
acapella group called the Voca People.

Please do watch this.

failed tp.

Oh wells, I guess I am very unlucky to get the
tester 'Goh Kem Chung'.

Those who is being tested by him, please do take note
that he will really award you with any fucking points.

Feeling shitty, please do not ask for more.

Thank you,
Clarence

NUS ODAC EXPEDITION TO CONEY ISLAND, LOST OAKLEY, STRESSED

Today I went over to Pasir Ris Park to conduct an
kayaking expedition for NUS ODAC (Outdoor Adventure Club)
team and it feels kinda shitty to do this job.

I don't mind helping them to 'lead' the way but some
of them gets on my nerve due to paddling slowly or either
purposely capsizing their boats.

The process of rescuing them and bailing out the water
is really tedious and I doubt that anyone likes to bail out the
water from a capsized boat such as a DOUBLE SLALOM(FIBERGLASS).

It is totally shit as the double slalom is effing heavy when there
is water in it due to the length and there's not much of buoyancy
inside the kayak. Some of the buoyancy is not even secured!

Oh my!

Anyway, I started the briefing with the ODAC students
with just a very very stupid brief and then set off in a diamond
formation. The worse part is that everyone clustered around
the right marker and some even paddle DAMN SLOW.

I was the sweeper of the whole formation, that means that
no one be behind me. If not, I would actually scold them or either
request them to hurry up.


So, paddled to coney and reached within 2hours (kinda long already).
Paddled back to Pasir Ris Park and taught one girl how to
do an Eskimo Roll. It is a skill for you to recover whenever
you're capsized and do not wish to bail out from your kayak.

Eventually, she didn't manage to get to know how to do a
proper Eskimo Roll, but rather, I taught her how to do a
Palata Roll, MIND YOU, ITS PALATA, NOT PRATA!

Difference between a Palata and a Eskimo roll is that
Palata Roll attains more support due to the length
of the paddle is being maximized but the Eskimo Roll is
a roll which is very graceful and swift if you could execute it well.


Okay, enough crap.

Then the NUS ODAC team invited me for their barbecue,
I really appreciated their welfare and support cause in my whole
kayaking life, I was never been invited for a bbq after an expedition
or either any courses or shit.

So, a big thank you to all NUS ODAC team members!



NOT TO FORGET, I LOST MY OAKLEY!
IT IS THE SECOND OAKLEY WHICH THE SEA CONSUMED!
TOTAL LOSSES IS AMOUNTED UP TO SGD650!
Polarized Lens (SGD198)
M-FRAME + Sweep Lens (SGD278)
HALF JACKET + XLJ Lens (SGD240)

TOTAL HEART PAIN! :(

I guess the 'Sea Dragon King' loves my offering.
(direct translation from Mandarin).


CIAOS!




EIRELAV ULI

anger, frustration, bullied, f' the shit.

I have no idea on why people pick on me because of my face.
Maybe of my mentality?
I do not know.


Do I have the 'gangster' look?

Why am I being targeted?

Is people jealous cause of my face w/ no pimples?


Oh come on, do not be such a childish little prick.
Target me or pick on me cause of stupid minor things
when there's much more to do in life than just bullying
others and practically wasting your time on that.

Is it fun to do it?

Last time, I will agree that it is fun, but after growing
more matured over each day, I feel that it is a stupid
thing to pick on others.

I sincerely apologise to those who have been bullied by
me in the past, such as Junde.

Sorry for whacking you during Secondary 4 till your
whole arms and legs were badly bruised and made your
life looks so shitty at the point.

Call me a coward that I, bullied people smaller sized than me.






So, today, I went on a shouting spree in my room, just to vent
all that anger being bottled by these bullies I've met.

Just to say this, next time, if there's another prick wants
to try come pick on me, I doubt I'll hold back.

Save You - Simple Plan

Sometimes I wish I could save you,
and there're so many things I want you to know.
I wont give up till its over.
if it takes you forever,
I want you to know..

i aint grabbing attention.
maybe I am, without knowing that I'm doing it subconciously.

Haiku :(

Tomorrow is a new day of school (indeed).
After skipping one whole week of lessons including
lectures and workshops, I've decided to study with
all my 'remaining' energy, will and determination
and end this torment before April 28th arrives.

Why April 28th?
Due to Lasalle 'exam'.
It is called assessment where everyone's work
will be assessed by the lecturers themselves and give
each and everyone a overall grading.

What are you gonna do since you've slacked for a week
Promises to myself that I will not really engage into
computer games so often for this whole one month
period and concentrate on my own work.

Are you confident in getting promoted to Level 1?
Half-half I guess?
I really got no motivation in doing my work.
I just need time with some of my buddies to clear
the thoughts in my mind.



Well, these are the overall things which I do speak
right from the bottom of my heart.
Kinda what the hell right?
Slack for one whole week.. Clever indeed.
Anyway, lets hope tomorrow will start on my new
project which is called the Specialism project.

Specialism project is kinda weird you know?
I need to do a friggin 1x1m artwork (photograph)
or a size of A1 artwork. This seems easy, but the
requirements is totally INSANE.

I need to show :
30 Thumbnails
20 Photographs of animal details (paws, furs, head, eyes)
10 Black & White DETAILED DRAWINGS of an HYBRID

(Self imposed 'requisite')
5 'Test Print' copies of Final Photograph (A4).
2 Best pieces.
1 Final piece.



Well, hope I execute this well.
And hope all my friends support me in any income or
financial aid :P
hehehe..


Okay, I'm gonna end this post with a simple
poem which I create. Probably a haiku.


Love is such a pain,
but yet I do love that way;
I gained more than that.

Hugs, kiss, that's the best,
Companionship, with the rest,
And I do love her.

the feeling for me to you is this.

Ever thought of building a world to your loved ones?

Ever willing to build the perfect one for the other half?

If you answer to all the questions above as "No".
Then please, do not watch the video I'm about to post
as this is not your type of genre.

This is a special dedication to someone whom I would
love to create the world for her.
Oh well, this is kinda cheezy, but I still, do love you.

Crazy.

Within ourselves lies a drive,
a force that only make sense to us.
It is that force, the drive that can make
a person crazy.

Crazy is only what you make of it.
In the past, most people think
that crazy is a negative thing.

But I repeat, craziness is only
what you make of it.

Craziness is a state of mind which
comprised with desire, anger, knowledge,
courage, fear and devotion.

Crazy makes musician and artists talented.

Crazy makes a dying man take his own life.

Crazy makes a man and a woman to fall in love.

Make what you will of this but I cannot believe
that I would be better off being "sane".

Therefore and I am, and will remain, crazy.

-Marilyn Monroe

clarence says.

i do not dare to sms you.
not to mention just saying
a simple :"hello!".

how fucking pathetic am i?

i just wish things would go back
to the state where we just met.
please baby.


i need and want you more than ever.

imissyou.

Well, there's loads of projects in hand now.
Just cleared a 1000 word essay about the Lumiere Brothers
which they're inventors cum film makers cum physicists.

So, I completed that piece of essay by plagiarism
but just re edit some points and put in some of
my own humble opinion to it. If you guys want the
stupid essay, you can download it here.

Oh shit. Blogger doesn't have that service for me to upload
my file to it.

Crap.

If you guys read my essay, I guarantee you that you will
lmao like hell. no joke. LOL!

Alright then, I think I'm off to BBDC to deposit money.


Ciaos~





I'll never let you fall,
I'll stand up for you forever,
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even though saving you will send me to heaven.

this i promise you.

Abercrombie & Fitch JUST ARRIVED! :D

OH MY!

Guess what?
My Abercrombie & Fitch jeans just reached my home safely
and it is authentic (cause I know how to check whether is it
auth or not:))! Seriously, I'm goddamned elated now. LOL!

There's another part of me feeling damn bad now.
Due to the fact that I got like 2-3 post not completed yet.
damn.. Nevermind!

Here's some photos of this new addition to my wardrobe.

Abercrombie & Fitch Baxter Jeans

Baxter Jeans Picture II

Authentic signs :)

Baxter!

Well, this picture shows the word Abercrombie in it.
Heh. At least this is a nice jeans huh? :P
Critiques and Comments are allowed!

CRASHED AT BUKIT TIMAH HILL! D:

Argh.
This post is gonna be wordy like the OCBC post D:
If can't 'tahan', just speed read alright?

I've just completed my downhill ride at
Bukit Timah Hill with my Kona blast.
Damn, I must warn all newbies to avoid going
there when the floor is wet.
PLEASE, BRING ALL YOUR GEAR BEFORE YOU GO!
LOL!


So, this is my experience.

I was waiting for Yew Tinn's call at around 1700hrs to
go Bukit Timah hill with me and "try out" the thrashing
by that hill. YT didnt call, but rather, he came up to my house
and shouted at me. It stunned me for awhile. LOL!

Okay, then I quickly wear my gloves and then was ready
to leave my house. Yeah, I didn't bring my helmet though.
So, we cycled through Jurong West Ave 1 - Jurong East Ave -
Boon Lay Way - Jurong East Central - Bukit Batok East Ave 6 -
Upper Bukit Timah Road - Hindhede Road - Bukit Timah Hill!

Kinda long and wordy.
Yeah, and we reached there without any worries, the only part
is that I do not have any hydration pack along the way.
So, was dehydrating after that long distance covered.

Anyway, I hydrated myself via the water cooler...

TBC. tired D:

OCBC Cycle Race [Volunteer]

OCBC Cycle Race is such a huge event where almost
eight thousand Singaporeans attended to this event
with their bikes. Those without bikes? Don't fret, there
is rental for them!

The worse piece of shit is that I'm a volunteer for this race,
and they requested me to reach Jurong East MRT Station
at 0230hrs on 22 February (Sunday morning).

So, I met up with my Yong Cheng to walk towards JE MRT
at around 0130hrs. both of us ate 2 plain prata before heading
there on foot. Upon reaching there, the shuttle bus came
damn punctually and it is estimated that there is around 15
volunteers who boarded the bus.

Bus then departed towards our destination.
The F1 Pit Stop / Holding Area.
Was listening to my mp3 player and kinda just got into
some of my songs. For example, 'Love, me' by Collin Raye.
I was like.. Able to feel whatever that guy is singing.
cool huh?

Okay, that is kinda off, but well anyway, lets get back to the topic.
Upon reaching the bloody holding area at around 0300hrs which..
If I'm not wrong, the bus took 25minutes to reach there.
BACK TO TOPIC AGAIN.
We set on foot once again, walking aimlessly to find a big tentage
which is called the Volunteer's Tent. Walked walked walked, there's
nothing but just roads, barricade, banners and etc.

So, as a typical human, we follow this theory of
'Monkey see, monkey do'. Therefore, we followed some guys and
found our little way thru to the HUGE MASSIVE TENTAGE.
No joke, it iss damn huge till it can contain a bus with some
free space to manuever. LOL!

Then I was posted to Baggage crew on that day and YC is posted
to Road Marshall. Damn, if you guys think, yeah, Baggage is more
relaxed duty compared to Road Marshallers, but if you volunteer
to be a volunteer in this race, but did not see any action.
I would actually say that it is stupid.
AND THE WHOLE THING WASTED MY TIME!


UPDATE LATER! ANGRY AND SLEEPY ME D:

Analogue Photography [EDITING SOON!]

Anyone knows what is happening in my life?

I doubt so.

Whatever okay? Tomorrow (practically, today) I'll be having
my Analogue Photography class which is using a bloody Pin Hole Camera
which is totally DIY and well, its kinda fun you know?

The weird looking machine which emits light for some time.

Opemus 6.
I got no idea on what the hell does this means.

Probably is the brand or the model name.

(Lazy to do research on this)

Meopta?
WTH IS THIS?! LOL!

Post will STILL be edited.



All of the things that I wanna say
Just aren't coming out right.
I guess these three words would convey it out.
I love you.

A Lonely September by Plain White tees

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out'
cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
(One more chance tonight)

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain
myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone
it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything
I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did


Neko, I miss you.

One Day After Valentine's.

I met up with her and well, had loads of things
prepared for her. It's probably the first time
I ever gave flowers to someone.
here's some photos only.
Okay, one photo.
Not photos. LOL!

I'm wondering, how to make you mine.
I know that I've done you wrong, but please, I'm working
my own way out to really hold that one opportunity.
I'm gonna tell you this, I still love you as much as you
love(d) that guy, but please, I just need one last chance.

i must still say this.
I love you.

Valentine's Day!~

happy birthday val :)

Final Theory Test Part I

PHOTOS UPLOADED!

So, I've passed my Final Theory Test (FTT) for my
driving and now I'm proceeding to take my Traffic Police (TP) Test.
:)

Its nothing difficult to be honest.

PHOTOS UPLOADED!

TWO HAPPY PEOPLE WHO PASSED THEIR FTT!

THE RESULT SLIP OKAY!!!! LOL!

This is the upcoming activities to complete.
1) 3D ( Sketch + Complete Sketch Book + Structure )
2) Illustrator ( Whole horoscope + Portrait )
3) Drawing Fundamentals ( 30 Pieces of A4 Sized Drawings )
4) Drawing Development ( 2 A3 sized drawings, 1 A2 sized + Research )
5) Research on Damien Hierst
6) Research on Marciel Duchamp

__________________________________________________

How to improve myself
1) No more procrastinating
2) Time Management
3) Be diligent ( I doubt myself though )
4) Be more serious
5) Postive mindset is a MUST
6) Be more competitive

__________________________________________________

Lineups of going out activities for upcoming week

Monday - Tuesday
Visiting. Waste time there

Wednesday
Meet Qing Wen and Co. to eat and slack

Thursday - Sunday
Stay at home to do work

its 0809hrs now, and this is what I've dreamt about.


There's an alien abduction and there's little or nothing
I could do about. It all started out when I was walking back
home in the night, whilst walking back via the Yuhua Secondary's
backdoor route. I saw this huge mega spaceship around the size
of 100 metres. It was gigantic, massive, and whatever.

It landed really perfectly beside me with some weird machines
looking at me then stopped at one corner across the road.
I was totally thinking WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!
I ran home asap after looking what happened at at road
where people started dying and sorts.

I rushed home, calling Hafiz and my whole family to
wake them up and faster escape with me to somewhere safe.
There's alot of ideas generated, but to me, none will work.
Eventually, there's a place, in Berlin, will work out..

_____________________________________________

When I woke up, I was friggin' afraid, I've never felt so scared
about dying before, and I'm not thinking bout death or such,
but it is just that the world is gonna end?

Next, when I woke up, I heard this sound, a whistling sound,
a damn sad medevial sound. damn scary.
sigh.

fucking furious.

whoever pisses me off now shall die.

FTT, Valentines Day preparation

Final Theory Test
There's alot of commotion bout people taking their
FTT and passing it without any worries.
I would not really pin high hopes onto theory sessions
as I can't remember much bout words but rather
take things into hands on stuffs and excelling in it.
Lets hope my Final Theory shall be a good one, then I'll
be ready for my Traffic Police test in the near future.

Valentine's Day Preparation
So, what's up with valentine's day?
Everyone seems to be preparing something for their
other half and what bout me?
Doing absolutely nothing bout it.
What to do? There's nothing I can do for this point of time.
Just that, I got an idea for that person.
It will remain as a mystery bout what am I gonna
do for her, well, I'll do something that no one ever do.

Don't be silly, not bout cutting my wrists or whatever sick
shit that these emo kids doing, but rather, it is something
not related to physical abuse nor any abuses.
It is a gift.





I will always love you the way
you love that guy.

Lasalle © Day! PART ONE AND PART TWO!

It's fcuk'ing 0140 hours and I'm still awake.

I got no idea on why am I awake.

I guess that there's alot of things in mind.

Too many things to do, too little time in hand.

Guys, I'm contented that my painting skills has

improved dramatically and I must work towards my

goal which is stop procrastinating and start working

harder and smarter.

Was working on my Mural project which consist of a

HIGH PERCENTILE of my overall marks for my 2D.

What is a mural? Means painting on the wall (With Approval).

Not street graffiti, mind you.

My team's final painting was

Critics and Comments are absolutely welcomed!

mom might be going to dubai for a long period.

fcuk it, I don't get it when the adults are thinking in such a
naive way compared to their own children.
The worse part is that the parent is going to a place where they've
only went there once or might not even went there before.
It is something like a unknown place to them.

Actually, my mom is intending to go to Dubai with her sister
to start up a company there, which is actually selling mobile phones.
My uncle, who is residing there now (due to passport being revoked at Dubai)
heard bout my aunt's plight as she's now working like a bull just to earn
that small amount of money.

He promised her that working in Dubai is not so tough as compared
to Singapore (kinda true) but the competition there is tough.
________________________________________________


Imagine this, if your mom asked you to take care of yourself and
take care of your brothers due to her departure to another country for a
long period of time, what would you feel?

The pain is totally excruciating. I can still feel it even though its already
been two long days, but the pain, I must say, is unbearable for those
who are grown more attached to their parents.

Some might say I am a fcuk'ed up kid with no manners or whatsoever
with no feelings to his family.

Think again.


Clarence

blog.

Everytime I reminisce bout you,
the first thing which popped out was your face.
It doesn't matter what you looked like now,
whether is it prettier, became more adorable,
I would still say you have not changed a bit.

The picture of you is still with me, I've lost track
of the picture where we took, it was the only one.
Damn that bastard which looted my phone.

If I could find you now, things would get better.
I don't want us to remain as friends nor acquaintance,
I want more. More than what anyone expect.

They've said we're meant to be, but thanks to
my foolishness and selfish attitude, I've lost you.
Now, I hope to change for the better, but the fact
that I've lost you is still there, I can't change anything.

I shall wait..

will be updating tomorrow.
no more procrastinating.