Friday, December 26, 2008

Kayaking Coaching; Merry Christmas! Not so Merry afterall.

So, lemme summarize everything in just around like
400 words. LOL!

Saturday and Sunday 20th & 21st Dec.
Was coaching for these two days and got quite a few
insightful tips from the full fledged trainers.
These are some of the points which I need to do / change.

Get a lesson plan planned.
Interact with the whole group not one small group.
Read up more things about kayaking and impart them.
Do not show off skills infront of 1 Star-lers.
Teach them what they need, can impart more if they're fast.
Be flexible.


So, I must really get my lesson plan done, due to the fact that
I'm the "Trainer-In-Charge" during that day for that particular
course. I guess I really need to train up!~




Merry Christmas! Not so merry afterall.

Merry Christmas guys!
Sorry, its kinda late cause I dont have the time to blog it out.
Not finding any excuses or whatever, but I was so tired yesterday
that I couldn't blog it out at all!

DAMN!

Anyway, during Christmas eve, I was working in PSA AGAIN!
*great..*
Was working working and then went to Tanjong Pagar to
collect a voucher from Jessica!
Thanks man!
The voucher was from Gelare and I could redeem a sexy
lil' 9" Sheperd Pie.
Can you guys imagine how big it is?
and it is 9 INCH, not Foot though D:

Then I took train home, but HOLY SHIT.
I TOOK THE WRONG SIDE.
Was supposingly to take to Boon Lay, but I took the
train which leads to Pasir Ris.
Luckily, I noticed that it was already at City Hall,
thats why I alighted and then faster rush back home.

Met Tony & cliques at Lakeside, 1700hrs.
Rushed over to Jurong East and walked to Qing Wen's house.
Reached Qing Wen's house already, saw quite a handful
of people over there (inclusive of people I personally do not know).
But well, I did some Self-Introduction to those who do not know me.

2000hrs
Everyone was playing Wii and neglecting the barbecue pit which
was manned by me. Everyone was trying to get the food but not
wanting to cook it.
Not really good huh? Leaving me there and make me cook for you guys.
Well, every year is the same.
What can I expect?

SAME THINGS!

Enjoyed the session where Hui Shan (Tony's girlfriend)
came over and helped out and we're talking all over the place.
Not long after, she went off.
Then the barbecue pit was all silent, only me who's manning it.
Thanks to Chien Juen and Hup Lian which comes over after that
or maybe before ( i forgot, sorry ). Then the whole place livens up again.
Nevertheless, I'm feeling down and yeah.
I don't know why.

When 0000 Strikes, I was the only one which shouted
MERRY CHRISTMAS, there was no reply!
Then only the few people beside me replied.
How merry can this be? fuck..

Then sent out an sms.

So, since there's something bottled in me, I took it out
when I was drinking with qw, really kinda upset
over what I've done. But well, hope shes back D:


I think thats all, not gonna blog anymore.
Feeling kinda shitty again.

Ciaos




I'll do whatever it takes,
to turn this around,
I know what's at stake,
I know that I've let you down.
and if you give me the chance,
believe that I can change,
I'll keep us together,
whatever it takes.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Aunt admitted into Hospital

Sigh.

Life is so frail ain't it?
Illnesses and more diseases are emerging to
the surface of our world already.
It's no longer a laughing matter on who gets
chicken pox-es or fever or flu, as one's body needs to
be equipped with the best immune system.

My aunt, over 50 years old.
Was admitted into hospital yesterday due to infection
in the left lungs. Infection? Why infection and what does it do?

She was coughing for the past two months without failing
and till yesterday, she felt that she has some breathing
difficulties when she walk a distance.

For instance, if she walks 40metres, she will start to pant.
So, she went for check-up at Jurong Polyclinic and went
for X-Ray, after waiting for the results, the doctor was
shocked and declared an state of emergency for her as
her left lung (under X-Ray results) was "misty".
This means that her left lung is filled with water.

After getting the results, doctor asked her to be admitted
into hospital immediately and call a ambulance / cab, but something
ironic happen, since this is an emergency, my aunt don't care it.
She went home by bus, took a nice warm bath and ate
2 slices of bread, watches the SGX (stocks) and then took
a cab down.

Cool right? LOL!

At 3pm ++, my brother sent an sms to me saying that she was
under observation but didn't tell me the reason.
Actually, no one knows the reason except for herself and her sisters.
Reached Singapore General Hospital at 7 with dad and eldest bro.
And something to take note, the wards is like so friggin' old
and not renovated, worse of all, there's no air ventilation!
Do not include fans okay! The ventilation sucks like hell.
I was in the ward and almost perspired due to the humidity over there.

After that, we went dinner at some frog porridge thing at..
idk. LOL!

Then headed home to sleep :)



i like it whenever i get your replies.
i wish for us to get back.
but, hope fate pulls us back again.
v

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

BTT Passed, Kayaking 3 Star Assessment, Filming for CHEC

Great news guys!
I've passed my BTT (Basic Theory Test ( for driving ))
and now I've obtained my PDL ( Provisional Driving License )
and I'm able to drive on road, with a certified instructor D:
Why sad face? LOL!
Cause my FTT ( Final Theory Test ) is at Feb.

WTF?

Don't worry, I'll rush my driving and get it cleared asap :)

and now, Kayaking 3 Star Assessment!
I was having my assessment on last sunday (14/12/08)
and that day was a strenuous day.
Almost drowned in the sea as my paddle was in the water
and I'm too close to the sea ground, therefore I cant manage
to do a roll as there's obstruction (the sea bed).
Grasping for air, I bailed out but my legs were stuck there.
What an unlucky day!
Eventually, I struggled out and was really dying.

LOL!

My assessor was Mr Richard Lim.
The 2nd full timer for kayaking, which was awarded with
the Trainer's Titan Award (Platinum).
The only one in whole of Singapore to get the award for this year.
How cool can that be?
And thats the reason why I almost failed the whole assessment
due to that shithead. He was so strict and demanded for perfectness!
Out of 10 kayakers in my assessment course, 5 failed, 3 deferred, 2 passed.
I was one of the deferred pass-ers.
And I injured my legs, suffered from 2 huge cuts from the boat
and my thumb is swollen due to one skill called Sculling for Support.
fcuking shit.

I MUST TRAIN UP!

Ahhh, and later, I'll be one acting in a short film for my
previous school (CHEC).
Will provide / inform you guys bout the link when the whole video
is up for viewing. Sadly, the female "actress" is someone I do not
see before nor hear before. "how great?"
LOL!

anyway, ciaos!
update soon :)

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

i dreamt that we're back together again.
after all the silly mistakes i've made.
after all the silly shit i've said,
i can't believe it.
but it was a dream.
v

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Kayaking 3 Star, Coaching!, Driving BTT, Dubai Presents!

Well well, guess who's back? :D
Anyway, there's alot to blog as I've been missing
from blogger for more 29 days. LOL!
Relatively short for some of you guys.


Okay, lets start with.....
3 Star Kayaking and Coaching!

My 3 star assesment is around the corner, its lands
on the 14th Dec 2008. So, the best thing to do now is to
keep on kayaking and refining my skills to finally get my
award :D damn excited man, no joke.
Nowadays, I'm coaching people with various age range.
I think the oldest was 21 or 22, and the youngest was 14.
It's really hard to coach those below 16 due to their lack of
discipline and strength, sometimes, they get on your nerves
beacause they dont give you the attention you wanted.
DAMN! LOL!

Now, change topic,
BTT! I'm prepared for my BTT as it lands on the 12 Dec 2008.
12/12/08. cool right? HAHAHAHA!
But well, all the best for me! :D

Dubai!
My mom flew back from Dubai after 2 weeks of "holiday" over
there. She was complaining due to my grandmother kept
saying :"aiyo, my leg pain la" or "eh, dont go out, lets stay in the hotel".
Whoa, my mom is so pissed that she cant do anything there
but just to stay in the hotel with my grandmother.
Whenever my mom tries to sneak out, my grandmother stopped
her or either STALK her. HAHAHA!
PWNED TOTALLY!

Updates coming soon :)

Monday, November 10, 2008

1. Do you have secrets?
Of course. Plenty :D

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
Yeah.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Waiting since 2 years ago.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
(if only!)
I would build myself a nice pretty house by the beach and then
sleep there, one bugatti veyron, one harley davidson, one suzuki haya :D
maybe I will get some kayaking boats with a good paddle, with all gears also.
Probably invest on stocks (like now, because of global trade.) then give
some money to my mom and maybe start up a philantropic foundation.
not to mention, I want LENSES FOR MY CAMERA! AND BRANDED
WEARS! :D


5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
No, I'm not gay fyi.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loved by someone.

7. Give one reason why you love your significant other.
She understands me, can relate to me, know my temper, shes not
the average typical girl. Thats why she's unique.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I'll continue to wait.

9. What is the first thing you want to do when you're legal?
Driving License!

10. What would you do if your significant other cheats on you?
I'll give my other half another chance to redeem herself, then, if the
cheating thing still persists, I guess its time to say goodbye.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Halfway successful in my career, almost being a father :D

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
SHE, my cliques ( both FHS and lasalle ), family.

13. How many times your heart has been broken?
Handful.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
It varies.

15. What is your favourite colour?
Black, brown, white, red.

16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
Seek for opinion from besties.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Yes.
Though will brood over a little while but then, everything's back to normal afterwards.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
I still miss you as ever.

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
Come on, dont be evil, lemme choose both!
IF, to very worst, 50/50. LOL!

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
Fuck, then do you believe?

5 people to do this survey:
Ken, Qing Wen, Chien Juen, Cindy, Joshie.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

safety kayaker is fun yet tiring D:

As I've stated above on the topic, hehehehe.
Anyway, summarize the whole thing to you guys for
easier reading and not a whole chunk of details.
( no offence to any bloggers )


Yesterday 8th November 08'
_________________________

Today was a hell outta crazy night!
Departed from home and out to meet Ivan and Aaron
at Marina Square's Starbucks Cafe? or coffee? LOL.
Challenged on PSP Bomberman and see who's king over there :D
as expected, I'm still the one which dominates them. ;)

Headed for heavy dinner at Long John
as I haven't had my breakfast nor lunch.
Seriously, is there any event for photography?
There's a huge number of people carrying out their
DSLRs! The most impressive ones are the old technologies.
The SLRs! LOL! cool right? :D

Headed straight to Pasir Ris MRT station for us to take
bus 89 which goes to WVCG ( Water Venture Changi ) to stay
overnight at there as there's event tomorrow.
So, before we slept, we played Big 2 // Dai Dee or whatever shit
and wow, my luck is very good in the beginning, but started
to suck once I get over confident in my luck.

I'm sorry, but we're actually gambling. LOL!
Not really gambling as in the sense of playing with money, but
rather, we're playing with push ups! heh.
ok, from a good player till sucked like shit.

Lost over 100+ push ups at the end of the day.

Not really happy with the results, in the end played Blackjack.
I was dominating again, and in the end, i lost 40 pushups in just
ONE ROUND. OH NO!
hahaha. Accumulated till its 65. shit man!
then went to bed :D



Today
______________________________

Woke up at 0630, went back to sleep and woke up again at 0730.
Ate few slices of plain prata and changed into my wet attire!
Headed out to sea with my Slaloms with 14 safety kayakers
and there's only 1 "2 star-er" LOL!

The worst shit is that we kayaked acrossed the channel and
then we slacked for an hour.
Talking loads of bullshit here and there, but did received some
information about what exactly is 4 star being conducted ;)

*im tired now, needa type fast and go rest. 1hr more to dinner*

ok, so, first kayak went past us, it was the K2's.
I was expecting to see Iskandar, but well, didnt catch him at
all while I was doing my job. Weird.
Then, there was one capsized kayak, an K1.
We, as safety kayakers, should instruct a capsized victim on
what to do, but instead, this guy which I'm trying to "un-cap" him,
he told me on what to do instead. wtf.

Ok, then in the end, powerboaters called in for my help to ask
all the K1's, K2's, Slaloms and other boats to get away from the
shore and move around the powerboat.
Since I'm trained to shout (thanks to npcc), I shouted at the
top of my lungs and said this :"ALL KAYAKERS, MOVE
AWAY FROM THE SHORE AND GO AROUND THE POWERBOAT!"

yet, some people still ask me :"where should I go?"
TOTALLY W.T.F~!

Ok, job done afterwards. then went back to my club and bathed
and then went home, kinda tiring day, and my neck now is swollen
due to the extreme shoutings ( I shouted alot of times ). I think its because
of the veins or the artery or whatever shit is pissed with me.

OK NIGHTS! 50MINUTES MORE WTF!

Friday, November 7, 2008

fcuk'ed me.

I'm fcuk'ing depressed.
Why?

Not enough time,
not enough words,
not enough motivation,
not enough money (for art),
not enough inspiration,
not enough OF ALOT OF THINGS!

FCUK IT!
No joke, I'm pissed off with alot of things,
people are thinking that I cant perform as well
as the others, but if you guys give me time,
I STRONGLY BELIEVE THAT I CAN.
Why does no one believe me that I can do things
wayyyyy better than the others?

Is it because I've slacked too much?
Or I didnt put in much effort?

Come on, I want to improve,
I want to train harder,
I want to grow,
I want to master my techniques,
I want to be motivated.

I do not want to be the last.
I do not want to be the uninspired person.
I do not want to give up.

I NEED TO CARRY ON!

Any motivations?
I found my drive in painting,
I do not know what you guys will think bout this,
and I seriously don't care if you guys are trying to
pull me down or fcuk me upside down ok.


I'll be back to be one of the top again.
Believe me.




v, where'd you go,
i know i cant be strong,
i know im weak.
if you're here with me now,
things would get better and more different.
i still love you as always.
i miss you.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

All the best! CHIONG AH!

Yippee!~ <-- This sounds uber gay please.

Anyway, to all the A' level takers,
ALL THE BEST TO YOU GUYS!
Claim all your distinctions and whatever
and glorify yourself once again!

Ken, DO COME BACK WITH A DISTINCTION :P

Probably you guys ever heard of people
saying :" GOOD LUCK ". I seriously think that
luck only consist of 5% in the papers, be it lucky
or unlucky, it all comes down to YOU.

You're the only one to score well in the papers,
not luck for goodness sake ;)
So, all the best! sounds much nicer aye? :)

Anyway, this upcoming sunday I'll be at the
Marina Barrage as there is a GRAND OPENING
(bullshit) for it. So, I'll be there as a safety kayaker.
Anyone coming along? D:

alrights. off to sleep now with informality!
nights faggots!

Monday, October 27, 2008

Ok decided not to re-edit my posts due to some
mistakes or whatever. lol.
SORRY JOSHUA! YOU DID SMS ME! HAHAHAHA!

WELCOME BACK CLARENCE!
Yes, finally I'm back to my blog and start out to rant
or whine at everything and anything. heh :DD
So, this week is actually my independent week, so,
I'll be lazing at home, finish my school work and
then off to slackkkkk.

Upcoming and the following sunday will be my first
time being a saftey kayaker and to clock my distance!
Indeed it's a one stone kill two bird thingy. lawlll~

Anyone misses me? HAHAHHAA! WTF?!
Anyway, I'm cutting down on my smoking already, it has
been a major improvement! It takes me about 7 days to
finish one packet already. Thank god that I'm recovering
from my withdrawal symptoms.

Well, few things to add on is that I'm failing in my school D:
hope some kind souls to push me further on. gahh~
Oh yea guys, ANYONE GOT NINTENDO WII?
I WANNA BUY YOUR WII! AND PLAY ROCKBAND
AND GUITAR HEROES!! :DDDD

ok. lastly, fucked up, I was issued a fine of $200 due to
littering on the fucking floor at ECP. fuck that fatimah.

Friday, October 17, 2008

THANK YOU TO ALL!

sup?

18th birthday over already and its just another day passes by.

Feeling kinda glad and rather down even though its like
5 days since my birthday, so, Im gonna blog everything
out like OMGWTFBBQl337PWNZ0R!

Well, Im glad that numerous of you guys and readers out
there who wished me a happy birthday.
Now, Here are the names (Descending by time recieved)

Rui Ying
Ken
Yuling
Eunice
Hup Lian
Guo Ren
Jiale
Ye Kai
Jolyn
Titien
Wilson Lee
Siew Ting
Valerie
Juitwen
Xi Jie
Chien Juen
Cindy Keong
Chu Hong
Jaclyn
James
Yew Tinn
Yi Mei


I WANNA SAY A BIG BIG
THANK YOU TO ALL OF THE ABOVE

FOR REMEMBERING MY BIRD DAY! :D

and why aint joshua's name inside? BRO! WHY YOU NEVER
MESSAGE ME HUH?! DDDDD:

gonna post again! DOTA TIME!

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Maybe - Secondhand Serenade
one of the songs which is in my player.

________________________________________

Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you, to you, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So just come back I'll make it better than it ever was
I'll make it better than it ever was

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Monday, October 6, 2008

Do you believe that i'm still loving you?
and i'll be waiting for that single day where you'll just
forget him. Cast him away, and maybe just come to me.
I wanna just be with you, I'm le' sorry.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

LOL!
Here are some of the funny videos
which I've found over YouTube for you guys to enjoy!



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Wednesday, October 1, 2008

guys! this will be funny for some!

Mr Tan Qing Wen's testicles named Wilson.
and he likes the name of it! cool right?

_____________________________________

clarence i need you badly. i'm le' sorry. says:
your atapchee called wilson?

QINGWEN XIII (̲.+̲̲̲[̲__]̲▫:̲▫) says:
yes!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

birthday celebration for wanhao!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO
KOH WAN HAO XAVIER.
18 YEARS OLD, SAW THE WORD OLD?
AHAHHAHAA!

Just came back from a birthday celebration at Jurong Point.
It's Wan Hao's birthday today, as usual, I am the bad guy again!
Wondering why huh? Cause the rest of the peeps asked me to
smash a slice of cake onto his face and since its a one year event,
so, yeah, must be enthusiastic a lil' and give no mercy to it.

aye.. im kinda tired. later will blog out.

stay tuned.

Friday, September 26, 2008

What to do on a upcoming fine sunny sunday?
OF COURSE! ITS A KAYAKING DAY!

Upcoming expedition is sunday, round ubin "tour".
lawl. I don't know why am I so excited bout it.
Probably it's because of the distance!
22KM. Kinda tuff' for the newbies and others, but well,
I believe that it's not gonna daunt me or anything,
will be posting more on it during sunday night :D

Well, nowadays, kinda stressed out in studies.
Thanks to Seck, a bloody mofo teacher whom teaches
us I.Studies. Intergrated Studies which sucks like douchebags.

No joke, I'll absolutely give two thumbs up to rate that
it sucked shit.







What Your Shamrock Says About You
You express yourself well - you are very verbal. You are good at perceiving the world and understanding people.

At times you can be moody and lack direction. You have an artist's temperament.

You consider yourself a lucky person. Luck always seems to be on your side.

You are traditional, easy going, and appreciative of the simple things in life.








What's Sexy About Your Name



You are sexy because you have an almost universal sex appeal. Many people desire you.

You are a huge flirt, and you can't help but come on to people.

You love attention, whether it's from your partner, friends, or strangers.

In fact, nothing makes you feel less sexy than being ignored.

You tend to be interested in whoever is the most interested in you.

You are attracted to people who dote on you. You like to be worshipped.











You Are Disturbingly Profound



You're contemplative, thoughtful, and very intense.

Taking time to figure out the meaning of life is a priority for you.

Because you're so introspective, you often react in ways that surprise people.

No one can really understand how you are on the inside... and that disturbs them.










Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating



You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things.

You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines.



You should major in:



Marketing
Psychology
Design
Cognitive Science
Economics
Photography

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

i'm still loving you.
love, me.

Monday, September 22, 2008

Independent week.

whoa..
Can't believe that I'm still lethargic even after 7 hours of sleep.

Gosh..

Anyway, its time for me to move on to another phase of my life
where I'll need to be more sensible and able to control my
"god-damned-shit-head attitude problem".
I can't find a reason to spark out troubles already.
No matter what, there isn't any reason!
or either, STARING! WTF?

fuckin' childish man... gosh..

Well, back to the topic.
Independent Week (starts from this monday)
It's seriously stupid, the reason that I've gave such comments
is that, I need to go back to school for 2 days to catch some lessons.
If so, is that independent week?
NO WAY MAN!

lawl.
So, independent week is actually Bullshit Week!
but rather, there's time for me to catch up on my previous
unfinished work and hand it up by next more weeks :D
hope i can do it in time!

ok, ciaos, going to sleep now and wakey at 7am!
gonna go heavy photoshooting and videography!
NIGHTS GUYS!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

bloody muker fucks.

fuck you guys.
bloody fucking idiots which
act like one fucking cute or whatever
shit which you're not.

stop being someone you're not
or either stop being like a fucking douchebag.
O RLY?!
hell yeah, rly.

its 2.54am in the morn now.

Can't really sleep due to the fact that I've just

came back from canal and from my delicious

breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner-cum-supper meal.


As for an addition on what ruth sent me via Sharing Folders

at MSN, so, here it is.
Some of our sexy videos and sexy photos of me.

LAWL!




THIS IS JAME'S ARTWORK! ZAI!
DOING THE LIMBO ROCK!WOW! JOLYN AND YIMEI ARE SO HARDWORKING!STRONG SIA ME! LOLOLOL KIDDING!

IM CUTTING SOME SHIT WIRE FOR MY PROJECT!

HERE COMES THE FINAL TEASER! HAHAHA!
PLEASE VIEW THIS!


SORRY BREN, I POST THIS! LOL :P

Friday, September 19, 2008


Boom de ah dah!
HAHAHAHA!

I love the part when Richard Machowicz
took a shot of his "futuristic" weapons!

damn nice!




anyway, will be blogging at 12am++
stay tuned alright? D:

Thursday, September 18, 2008

18 September 2008

Went to school today for SketchUp lesson,
didnt really excel well in my other subject rather
than some lessons which deals with teamwork and
computer based stuff.. gahhh. I feel so shitty, guess
I'm gonna fail soon.. anyone can bother to even motivate me?

So, talking bout sketchup, I'm currently doing on a project
and the requirements is to create 1 Robot and 2 Sculpture.
This requirement is only for 1st week, and now, the new
project is to actually create a 3D model of your handphone,
do include all textures, fonts, numbers, colours, pictures and
whatever is inside! Including the bumps, holes and dusts!

Its kinda difficult to do sketchup luh! shit...
Anyway, I wanna tell this thing to all.



Let bygones be bygones.
Do not bear any grudge between friends.


______________________________________

17 September 2008


well, had CCS, it was all about debating between
Fine Arts and Designers.

MOST of the fine artist is romantic and impulsive on anything,
whereas designers are more logical and neat.

So, we started off by debating what is the differences in these two.
and i was the first one to tackle the other team (14people).
my team consist of 10 people only.
I told the proposition (we're the opposition) that designers took
ideas from us, the fine artists, as they only brushes up our work
and after that, they claim the work to be theirs.

Fine artists like me, have my total freedom to do anything without
needing to accomodate or either cater to the customer's need.
Whereas designers need to cater to the buyer, and this is why they're
lacking of creativity and freedom. Some of you guys might argue
that "We, as designers, actually uses our own creativity and create
a masterpiece out of nothing!"
Ok, a note to add. You're able to use your creativity, but you're
restricted to alot of things from the customer and do your work
have texture?

Sorry, I dont believe that a computer generated stuff has texture.

As for fine artists, we do not need to follow our customer's order!
we paint, we draw and we create things with alot of
details, texture, and "romance" into our art piece. Can designers
do that onto their product? no way man.

Proposition replied :" If you think that you can do without us designers
and still complaining about our creativity is improvised from fine artists,
then why not you guys take off your clothes now and dont wear anything? "

I replied :"If I were to take off all my clothes now, walk down the street
and got caught by the police, are you going to compensate on my jail time
and bail me out? I think you got my wrong idea for the previous sentences.
Designers 'sell' their works to the company, for instance, Zara.
You guys are marketing yourself and your works out, whereas we do not!
We can just put our painting at our houses or even workplace, but we
do not market it out, unless the buyer is keen to get it, then we will
put on a price for it, but we dont go around marketing it out!"





there's lots more to this debate. gahhh!

Its the first time in CCS, where I didnt fall asleep!
Oh yea, I think I did well in CCS debating (first ever debate).

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

this is the results from a recent test which i've took
over the net. you guys can take the test too :D
well, here is the results!

ENFP - The "Advocate"

ENFPs are introspective, values-oriented, inspiring, social and extremely expressive. They actively send their thoughts and ideas out into the world as a way to bring attention to what they feel to be important, which often has to do with ethics and current events. ENFPs are natural advocates, attracting people to themselves and their cause with excellent people skills, warmth, energy and positivity. ENFPs are described as creative, resourceful, assertive, spontaneous, life-loving, charismatic, passionate and experimental.




http://www.mypersonality.info/personality-types/
the above is the link!
come on, take this test to try it out, quite accurate :D
this time round, its the end of the story.
i knew you wont be mine, but i've tried.
thank you.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

existentialism

can anyone knows the reason for our existance in life?
can anyone knows the purpose in life?

THIS POST IS NOT EMO,
BUT A ANALYTICAL QUESTION.

so, these are the question for the day.

i want to know the reason and everything else.
you guys may email your thoughts via email to me.
dont worry, my replies are gonna be full length pages :)
and everyone's gonna get a different ones.

as i've been thinking of this word for some time.
and the meaning behind it. thats why im gonna
pop this question out of nowhere (yes, im random)

anyway, im skipping 1 lesson tomorrow due to some
homework which i didn't do, gah..
can someone push me in academic wise?




i fuckin' miss you after that last dinner.
fuck this feeling.

Monday, September 15, 2008

KAYAK COACH TO BE :D

well guys, im back to blogging.
and seriously, i hate to do my workload from
my school, not only its stressful, but its also killing me.

probably i need to have loads of time mangement courses
or whatever skills to control my time well.
i'll reall feel fucked up once i cant control it.
for instance, my projects now are piled up and became
a huge mountain in such a short period of time.

damn..

anyway, good news :D
I AM KAYAKING 3T!
AND A TRAINER 1T!

so, what is 3T or 1T?
Kayaking 3T = Kayaking 3Stars to be.
Trainer 1T = Kayaking Trainer 1star to be.


well. i need to clock 16KM x 10 Journeys for
my 3stars :D but that requirement is actually for 4stars.
so, i dont wanna do a double job, thats why :D

and coaching is fun. really fun!
you can experience alot of different people from
all age and sizes! LOL!
but one thing about kayaking is that you need to actually
dedicate your time onto the sport. BUT, you can learn
leadership during kayaking and basic first aids!
so, why not?


anyone wanna kayak :D
join the group of kayakers like me! :D

Sunday, September 7, 2008




well.



some photos to be uploaded.



I MUST GIVE CREDITS TO



KEN FOR SENDING ME THESE!





____________________________________________________



ARENA PHOTOS!




MORE TO COME!

Saturday, September 6, 2008

I came back from a photoshoot event which is organised
by CHEC - O School. the dance school which is situated
at the same building and founded by my principal (CHEC).

anyway, life is as usual, kinda exciting, kinda boring, all sorts
of emotions can be put inside this blog post.
nowadays i've been mingling with my friends and doing
alot of my homework and thats why you cant really see me
online or either blogging. workload is really tough.
luckily, i didnt apply for a part-time job.

or else..

*hur hur..*

LOLOLOLOL!
and nowadays, i've been tuning into loads of oldies.
know why? CAUSE IM OLD! heh. the real reason is that
i wanna selude myself into the oldies music as there's
more meaning compared to the current ones, not to say
that the current ones have limited or no meaning at all.
but rather, its kinda noisy and meaningless, nevertheless,
there's still some good songs such as

Thunder - Boys Like Girls
Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

well. listen to this 2 songs, they're really good!
but if you guys wanna listen to oldies..
then, you can ask me for some of them.

okok, back to the topic of homework.
i've finally done finished my Digital Imaging workshop!
assessed by Nadia already and she told me
"Clarence, you are a person who uses your brain
but becareful of who you mix, you're a A's student,
but, i dont want to see you failing in the end. buck up! "

ok. shit right? lolol. no worries, will be pulling my socks.
and im now stuck with 2 subjects in my hand.
3D and 2D.
this 2 is giving me hell load of headache.
no joke.
imagine that your eyes lack of red pigment ( colour deficiency)
and you're expected to do a fucking colour chart
and a bloody colour wheel. (2D)

and for 3D, we got so much of DI already, now need
to cut cut cut for the fucking 3D and do a presentation board
and whatever for the lesson, and whats worse?
MASS PRESENTATION TO OTHER CLASS. WTF?
oh god, i cant believe it. damn...

well, i think im ending here, gonna do my work or either
fall back to sleep. LOL! lately, i've not been getting enough rest.
if you see me on the road, just pinch me and you can even
see my reaction is like :"..."
HAHAHAHAHA!

OK!
CIAOS GUYS!

Thursday, August 28, 2008

DIDNT GET INTO MINISTRY OF SOUND [MOS]!

HOLY SHIT!
initially, i, brendon and jaclyn was supposed
to meet at 9.20. but as usual, jaclyn was late.
lolololol :P anyway, we chatted and travelled
to outram park and met james and titien.

after that, we went down straight to MOS outside
to meet zhiguang! total of 6 people. but since i am
underage and yet using someone's driving license
to get in, so, i try to get in first!
BUT! WTF?! the bouncer look at the license and said
:" your face not very clear, got other identification? "
i said :" no, i dont have. "
so, he checked the whole of my wallet lor. wtf?
and FOUND MY LIBRARY CARD!
so, now, he said :"which is your card huh?"
"why you got 2 name?"
LOL!

ok, then i just walk off. lololol!
then tried Zouk with my friend's international student's visa!
but to no avail also. great..
i felt friggin down and disappointed that why am i born
at such a late part of the year. gahh...
but well, my friends all cheered me up. saying that
there's still got 1 more club, Double O.

cabbed there and queued up for entry.
finally, my turn to be checked.
then the female bouncer LET ME IN!
WOOOHOO! i was SUPER ELATED!
so i paid the cover fee and almost went in already.
then my zhiguang said :" CLAR! DONT PAY! "
i was like wtf?
i asked for a refund and then went out of the club.
so, i asked my friends why dont go in.
the reason is because got 3 is UNDERAGE!
double O club minimum age is 20 years old.
so, 3 lies under 20. whereas "my" driving license is
already passed 20 years old! LOL!


nevermind. we're like thinking.
hmm, lets try MOS AGAIN!
walked from Double O to MOS.. and the bouncer
still didnt change. wtf? damn lah.
then i suggested to go to The Arena.
another club, or either go Fusion (not phusion mind you).
so, asked around for directions to get to Arena.
and then. woohooo, reached!
asked the bouncer on what's the minimum age to be
admitted, and the answer was 18 yrs old.
cool, now everyone can get in!

so, we went to the bouncer, said 6 people.
and he checked each and everyone's IC thoroughly.
and YAY! WE GOT IN AFTER SUCH A LONG RUN!

lemme describe the ambience and the atmosphere.
Arena's ambience is not bad, will make you feel
that you're gonna come back again!
as for the atmosphere. its really GOOD luh.
everyone is into the dancing and the bartender
did the what diablo or what lamborghini drink!
super cool! heh.


and well, i lazy to type already.
gonna complete this story tomorrow :D

STAY TUNED!

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

well, you guys must have missed me quite alot right?
heh. anyway, 3D work is piling up like some dump
truck which unloaded its dump at a site.
*damn...*

so, this week is independent week,
which means NO SCHOOL!
but! i still came back for lessons (crap/contradicting)!

anyway, later will be going to MOS (Ministry of Sound)
to check out what exactly is a club, and what are
the people at there doing (grinding? whatever).
so, its gonna be a "learning experience" for a newbie
like me to go CHECK IT OUT YO! HAHAHAHA!

will be posting ALOT tomorrow with
PLENTY OF PHOTOS! CYA GUYS!
OFF TO SLEEP AND WAKE UP AT 8PM!




ESKI BAR AND THE AFTERMATH! DRUNK!
________________________________________________________________





CUTE ZHIGUANG! AHHAHAHAHA ACTING LIKE A PENGUIN!
THIS IS AT SCHOOL! AFTER CLASS LESSON DOING 3D WORK!


OK! OVERDUED PHOTOS ARE UP!

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

4.55 am now, its been so long
since i've last updated. oh no!
you guys might ask WHY?
here's the answer.
there's alot of homework and projects on hand,
school is tiring me out like gosh.. and well.
today (WEDNESDAY) is gonna be hell day.
thanks to my 3D teacher who is so wtf-picking-on-me.
he said this on the 2nd lesson ( cos i sick on 1st lesson )
:" if you do this again, you can dont need to even step
into lasalle anymore. "

yea yea. whatever ok.
school life is really hectic, but enjoyed the course
as the guys classmates are bonded to each other.
REALLY REALLY CLOSE!

lol. yesterday was indeed interesting as all the guys
wore formal wear, why? just for I.Studies!
damn funny lah. will be uploading photos on the
next post (cos i dont have it now).

as for now, im off to do my 3D work! oh my!
APPROX. 2 HOURS LEFT TO GO-TO-SCHOOL!

Monday, August 11, 2008

what to do on a sunny yellow banana day?
ITS DO-YOUR-HOMEWORK DAY!
yes, i did my homework (yayness) for my
2D and drawing fundementals (DF) lesson.
but sadly to say, i did my DF work on the wrong
sketchbook. shit man!

well, gonna buy 1 more sketchbook
just dedicate it to DF and Drawing Development.
DF and DD.

aint gonna go to school tomorrow. heh.
tml gonna be SHOPPING-FOR-ART-STUFF day!
damn. LAWL!

overdue-d pictures to be uploaded tomorrow :D

Sunday, August 10, 2008

i hate you,
you hate me,
we all want to
kill barney.
with a gunshot
BANG BANG barney
on the floor,
no more purple dinosaur!

Saturday, August 9, 2008

went Eski bar with my lasalle classmates
during 08/08/08 (olympics day) to chill
and drink. first time ever which i went to
a pub with my classmates. how cool :D
yes, its COOL too as its -5deg celcius
inside that cold room! heh.

will upload plently of pictures soon.
i think 2 only. lawl!
update soon =/




finally got the answer to my questions.
i knew we are'nt meant to be.

Friday, August 8, 2008

fcuk it

i'm going back to my same old addict.
fucking stress.



"Brothers" is a term where men
mixes around with each other and
uses this phrase : "together we stand, divided we fall".
it lasts, even if the person
found a new clique or a girlfriend
or whatever thing, the brotherhood shall'nt FALL apart.
great luh.


one problem after another.
sickness, then love sickness,
and now come brotherhood-sickness.
fcuked up.


indeed really fcuked up if you guys know what i felt.
i've only emphasised to some of my brothers in
the brotherhood about what it exactly means.
and well, some are not living up to the meaning.
they'll take you for granted eventually.
fcuked up.


TONNES AND TONNES OF HOMEWORK
ALREADY STRESSING ME OUT.
NOW THIS AND THAT AND THIS.
fuck it ok.

lemme just emo over at some corner.
fuck it.




people told me not to wait,
but i believe in my wait.
i perservered,
where's the result?
i've changed, where are you then?
you might not see the result
as there's not much of attention paid.
i dont know, im stressed.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

mood

maybe this is what i want to describe.
if you understand then yayness.
no then so be it.
number 5 hit on my playlist :D


Whatever it Takes - Lifehouse

enjoy guys.







you voice is the soundtrack of my summer.
even though its been a month since i've heard it,
it still resounded throughout my life.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

after playing some rounds of dota with kok siang.
we're talking about should we continue
to play ANOTHER round or no.
and this is our conversation. damn funny one.


kok siang : i already finished my bath.
clarence : so fast?
clarence : you're flash?

kok siang : nope
kok siang : im lightning flash.
kok siang : his father


lol wtf lah!
thats total INSANITY! lawl!
guess im going back to school tomorrow
for somemore drawing lessons =/
sighh.. school is really stressing me out.
damn. alright, im off to recover and sleep!
early night for me :D
nights guys!



i'll never let you fall,
i'll stand up with you forever.
i'll be there for you through it all,
even though saving you sends me to heaven.
gosh, LASALLE is giving me tonnes and tonnes
of homework even though i'm sick w/MC!
what the hell? LOL!

people said, first year of lasalle is stressful year.
indeed it is a stressful year :D

so, hows life going on for me?
VERY BAD. holy shit.
went to see the doc and he gave me
a injection to cure my stomach flu.
this flu gave me nonsentical attacks during night time
which makes me unable to sleep properly.
gahh.

luckily, after the injection, the vomiting (stomach flu)
changes into diarrhoea and i dont need to vomit so much
anymore! yayness. but the bad part = still need to
use the bloody toilet bowl. HAHAHA!

lawl, hope to see zhiguang, james and titien tomorrow!
HOPEFULLY! HAHAHAHA!
and pls pls pls! I DONT WANNA BE SICK ANYMORE!
staying at home listening to my dog barking
directly at my ear sucks. LOL! sugar, pls die ty! *opps*

hah. alright, gonna post tomorrow or maybe tonight :D





because a girl like you is impossible to find.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

fever struck me. and bloody hell,
i just vomited 5 times in a row.

dengue?
malaria?
tuber-colosis?

lawl. i dont know, but was eating long john
before i have this fucking fever and vomiting scenes.
gahh. wtf is wrong with my body?
cant eat too much oily food already?
wtfz...

and first day of school sucks.
i need to draw a face of myself.
using "Chinese Ink" and pencils/markers.
so, i drew and drew and drew.
this is the first time i did these!
my final work is fucked up now. LOL!

oh yea, my teacher is like so gay luh.
and he kept promoting some stuff from "Art Friend".
it looks as if hes a promoter and psycho-ing us to
get those equipments. heh.

sigh, i dont know whether should i attend school tomorrow.
fever is still here, but simmered down.
vomiting bug should be gone.
gah. stressful lessons to be exact =/






dont get angry for those idiots
which dont deserve your anger.
be strong, girl.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

ok, time to blog out my timetable for school~


LASALLE VS1A TIMETABLE


CLARENCE CHUA :D

well, this is the time table for my class.
if its too small, then please click onto it.
and after school, i might think of going to work at
clarke quay lor some other place?
im really desperate to get more income as
there's alot of things which i'll need to spend.

such as clothings, apparels and equipments.
equipments as in, photography equipments.
still dont know? ok, simple, new flash, wide-angle
and telezoom lenses, hip-buckle bag, 8GB CF CARD,
last but not least, additional batteries.

anyone got job lobang? ^^
heh. i dont mind working at weekends but well, cant
work at sunday night (if those who knows me well).

starting school in less than 12 hours time.
gahh.. dont have this and that.. what the hell man.
and art stuff is such a fricking prick.
i dont know why its so bloody expensive.
yes, im whining! due to the fact that i only get
around like 6 items? and the price is such a killing!
cant stand it yo!

heh. well, gotta sleep now, meeting hafiz for
school at 7.45am tomorrow :D
good night peeps.





i believe in your decision, but im afraid
to even pop that question of acceptance.
as it's too fast..
would you say yes or no? sigh.

Saturday, August 2, 2008

just came back from some FULL 4 hours of
shooting at NDP preview.

met leslie at JE and went directly to raffles place
at around 3. then we're like thinking, where should
we position our cameras and tripods.
suddenly, a brilliant idea struck us.
we went directly infront of the NDP water platform.
the road is... if im not wrong.. Marina Boulevard.
SHOULD BE! LOLOLOLOL!
that place is a damn good spot.

gonna end this whole blog
with PHOTOS, PHOTOS, AND MORE PHOTOS!!


oh ya, SHIT, MY PICTURES TELL ME
THAT MY STUPID CAMERA GOT MOULD.
SHIT! GONNA BRING FOR REPAIR SOON!

HOLY SHIT. 200++ photos,
cant really possibly post all of them out here right?
so, would you guys wanna go to Photobucket to
check out all the photos? :D

http://s38.photobucket.com/albums/e124/kingclarey/

thank you for viewing the Preview of NDP 2008 :D
shot by Clarence Chua :P
if want any of the photos. please ask for permission D:

frustration.

great. im gonna rant like there's no tomorrow.
there's this old uncle taking the same MRT
as me and hafiz were going home after getting
some of the art stuff from Art Friend and
a tripod for my camera at peninsula.

during our journey home. the uncle switched
on his music and played it DAMN LOUD.
yes, no joke. LOUD! and thats why im pissed.
i was like so angry due to the fact that i've spent
66DOLLARS FOR ART EQUIPMENT!
ONE SKETCH BOOK, ONE OTHER DRAWING BOOK,
ONE CHINESE INK, THREE DRAWING PEN,
ONE ART CARD! THATS ALL. 66BUCKS. WTF?!

fine, then this uncle played it as if there's no
commuters except for him alone.
bloody fuck. i got up, walked over towards
him and told him this
clarence :" eh, can you switch off your music or no? "
uncle :" why? "
clarence :" very loud you know? "
uncle :" where got? got meh? "

*bloody fucking hell.*
*here comes my adrenaline*

clarence :" knn, you cant see everyone look at you meh? "
" still say dont know? fucking hell! "
uncle :" loud? *speaks malay profanities* "

*walk back to my seat*


after that, the old fart stopped his music
and i was still staring at him as if a lion wanting to eat its prey.
hes really too much, DAMN LOUD YOU KNOW?!
3 rows apart still can hear. bloody hell.

angry clarey :(



clarey is going to go for fireworks later (2/8/08).
anyone wanna join me?





neko, there's only one word which
makes me fall so deeply into you.
the word is "love".
hope you're not giving up on me;
i'm not gonna give up on you.

Friday, August 1, 2008

gahhh, what a tiring day indeed.
i must say that LASALLE's orientation is
really kinda stupid luh. will tell you guys more
on the later part of this post.
its kinda wasting my time
and my precious sleep. due to the fact that
i need to wake up at 0700hrs and reach
school by 0945hrs.

upon reaching my campus, i was awed
by the masses which includes all kinds of
nationalities, races and faces!
soon, i've hasten my feet and wanting to
find that registration counter, but i felt
the warmth of the volunteer's (ex-year1 students)
greetings and their hospitality as they smiled
and greeted us with a warm GOOD MORNING!

without any hesitation to find the booth,
i headed straight to the grass pitch there to
have a slight lookout and viola! there's the counter!
they registered my name and gave one "goodie bag"
which contains stuff from "ART FRIEND" and etc.
not to forget, an envelope which contains my
password and my class which i've been appointed to.
there's one thing...
shit, im in the different class as hafiz!
great... damn..

and there's this Campus Touring Group
which wasted my 20minutes! i could get something
to munch on luh! i was STARVING! really, STARVING!

then as soon as the tour ended, we're gonna have to
listen to our LASALLE president's speech.
quite awe inspiring! thank you!

next was lunch break!
ATE LONG JOHN!
and headed back to school for some more
lectures and then, meeting with new classmates
and some icebreaking games.
really wasted my time over there. lawl!
in my class, there's around 30% of 24 peeps (excluding me)
which is international students.
and within 24 peeps, there's only 5 or 6 guys (including me).
how great?! HAHAHAHAHA!
its like.. whoa... so little guys over there.
maybe, just maybe, guys has lesser creativity stuff
in mind rather than the girls.

well, after the gay games and everything,
went down to vivo city to get this Ripcurl travel bag.
its gonna be my school bag luhh!
its HUGE and nice! 65SGD only. why not?
bang for the buck ya know? :P

heh, not gonna say more bout my school already.
think thats all =/

hope to make more new friends no matter
what age, gender, nationality, race!

will post my timetable tomorrow for a more in-depth
thing bout my schedules! heh! cya then :DD




am i a hinderance or a nuisance?
i want your care, concern and attention.
could you give me all these three?
im still in love with you, not giving it up!

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

woohoo.
just watched Money Not Enough II
which is directed by Jack Neo.
Featuring Mark Lee, Jack Neo, Henry Thia!

I must say that this is a bang-for-the-buck movie!
it moved me till i almost teared THRICE.
really, thrice. there's alot of hilarious and heartbreaking
moments which you'll encounter in this single movie.

The moral of the story is actually Filial Piety.
for those who dont really like your parents or
any siblings, please, i'ld personally URGE you to
catch this show.

Overall, i'll give this show a 4.5/5 stars.

_______________________________________


went out to Raffles City today for some extreme
shopping with hafiz today again. I didnt get anything
from Raffles City though, but rather, hafiz, who bought
stuff from topman which amounted to more than 100bucks.

went over to peninsula to walk walk, trying to get something
for my DSLR, for instance, bag, lens etc..
then walked for more than 1 hour, finally landed myself into
getting this National Geographic bag which costs me 110bucks.
expensive right? LOL! but i love the colour and the compartment.
the bag is able to contain 1 DSLR, 2 LENSES and 1 FLASH!
cool! and other minor things like money, battery etc.

soon, headed to Vivo City to get something more extreme!
bought a belt a river island then headed to NUM for
some shirts which i've longed to buy.
there's this shirt, called Mr.Douchebag. HELL YEAH~!
bought it. then bought one havaianias and two more shirts.
I LOVE BJ and WANNA HUMP? LOL! sounds funny right?

went to Ripcurl and saw a HUGE BAG which is so cool lah!
65BUCKS ONLY! NO JOKE! ITS NICE, GOOD, AND HANDY!
HAHAHA! GONNA GET IT ASAP! ASAP!
alright, school's orientation is tomorrow.
gonna be more active and make some new "friends" :D

blog tml :D
cya guys.




there's no words could describe how
i feel about you; other than I LOVE YOU!
iloveneko.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

a very fucked up day again.
so called "quarreled" with my eldest brother
during delivery. about stereotyping and
criticisms.

do you guys believe that im such a bad guy?
no right? :DD
people (including my cousin) judges me by
my hairstyle, my attitude and my way of
projecting out my views. stereotyping indeed.
they think that because i have such a hairdo,
it'll bring disaster to them. WTF?!
and SAYING THAT IM A HOOLIGAN!

whatever.
hate my maternal's cousins as they've such a
bloody bitchy attitude, so what if you're rich?
ITS ALL INHERITANCE, YOU DIDNT EARN
THAT LUMP SUM OF MONEY, ITS YOUR
FATHER'S MONEY! AINT YOURS.
___________________________________


ok back to the clam me.
today's a quiet day in port but was pissed
by the waiting time at one particular warehouse.

reached home and dinner-ed with one of my
buddies and bitching about what happened today.
and guess what he said when we talked bout girls?
"I DONT WANT TO BE A SLAVE ANYMORE!"
lawl! its the first time that i've heard it through
his mouth! well, i guess hes pissed for today :P

oh yea, LASALLE's orientation for freshmen is
starting in 2 more days. sorry for the wrong
information which i've gave in my previous posts.
school is officially starting on 4th August 2008!
im like SO SUPER-ILY-EXCITED-WHICH-MAKES-
ME-GO-GAGA-ABOUT-SCHOOL! LOL!

gonna go check up on my teeth tomorrow morning!
yayness. before i end this post.
i wanna share this song with all of my readers.
called Zhen De - Angela Zhang.
its about this two couples which broke off in the end.
and the girl still reminisce bout the guy, but its
good that she left him.



Zhen De - Angela Zhang



天空突然一片辽阔,
原来你是真的已经离开我.
在我不熟悉的世界,
过新的生活.
闭上眼让泪水滑落.
此刻你已真的永远离开我
在另外一个没有我的世界自由的走.

i still love you girl. dont give up on me.

Monday, July 28, 2008

day of sleepyness and all other stuff.
worked till im like 1/2 dead,
but workload quite little.
due to the m3 and the weight which
actually kills me and my brother. LAWL!

well well, today i woke up at 6.40AM!
FIRST TIME SINCE MY BIKE RALLY AND
PASSION RUN 08! HAHAHHAA!

well, nothing interesting already.
nights guys :D




im the one who wants to be with you,
deep inside i know ytou feel it too.
waited on the lines of greens and blues.
just to be the next to be with you.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

gah. woke up at 11am today and went
to celebrate my brother's birthday ( i think so )
at Toa Payoh's Fortunate Restaurant.
the one which sells dim sums using
those push carts which gives
"authentic and traditional" feel. lawl.

aint quite satisfied with the quality
of the food and the pricing.
AND ALOT OF THEM ARE RELATED
TO PORK AND SEAFOOD! oh my.
im "halal" for those who knows me quite well.
NOT AN EXTREMIST, but depend on situation :P

well, went back home after that brunch
and slept like a log till 4.30.
a round of dota and lost. LOL!
got 1 teammate was like saying.
"OEI DEADSTRENGTH, WTF U DOING."
HAHAHAHA! really damn funny lah.
but it aint my fault, it was his!
he fed like hell.
and im playing with public, all strangers
incl. my teammates, all strangers. gosh!

dinner time is with my family as usual.
ate and SLEPT again.
gonna sleep now. timecheck.. 11.43pm! LOL!
im such a sleeping beauty. HAHAHAHA!

tsktsk. working for tomorrow and tuesday ONLY!
then im gonna prepare myself for school and
school's orientation! gonna print out my timetable
when they let us download via their web portal.
i wonder what kind of people would i meet.
hmmm. should be loads of damn artistic and
creative types of people.
hope i wont be lagging behind! LAWL!

oh yea, i've registered for Nike+ (10km)
and my 3Stars Kayaking Course!
gonna sign up for SC Marathon (42km) soon!

well off to sleep now. its 12.49am =/
gonna wake up early tomorrow for work. gah!





i want to know an answer,
but i cant pop that question.
please, be my girl.

Friday, July 25, 2008

aint got any idea on why the hell
am i blowing my top today.
god damn it.

maybe, im just having my same old
problem again. mental issues. LOL!
port life really sucked to the core.
phew, its 2 more working days to school
starts! *YAY-ness*

tomorrow having my day off (dad gave me off).
and im gonna go to Loyang Changi for my
registration for 3Stars Kayaking Course!

by next week im joining the SC Marathon 42km.
anyone interested to go running that race with me?

_____________________________________

now for some really random stuff.
my circle of friends is gonna become smaller due to
the fact that everyone is busy with their own stuff.

i'll be organising my birthday chalet cum barbeque
on the 12th october ( sunday ). but when it starts?
will have to re-confirm via my blog.

gonna pump my own muscles up soon.

oh yea, my eldest bro's birthday is around this corner
BUT, i dont know when. LOL! but low on capital to get
any nice stuff for him, dont worry, i have my
means to get some good stuff :D

i think thats all already luh.
feeling hungry now =/

and i loved yesterday's dinner, its p&c.
dont ask why or whatever thing you
want to probe about.





i hope to be the one who's gonna be with you,
i'm regretting the past mistakes which i've made.
i'm sorry for all the pain i've put you through.
i'm sorry to come back to your life,
and i'm sorry to love you; all over again.
so, please dont give up on me.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

its been a tough day at work.
pissing and jizzing me off.
no joke, life in the Port sucks.
even though its in the low-peak period
of the year now, but it still sucks when
the management around singapore aint
up to standard yet.

anyone wanna come for my birthday chalet?
i mean, im now doing the planning and everything.
please do come alright? support the clever
and kind clarey :D


______________________________________________________________
please dont go.
i miss you so.
i dont mean those words at msn.
cause im fucking' in love with you.
met up with hafiz just now to go for our
usual shopping spree which is every wednesday.
sadly to say that, i didnt even get anything for
this outing! damn.. im lacking of some smart pants
and some of the designer tees. gonna really
put some time into real shopping, but well, i really
prefer those plain tees. so, hard for me to find the
right fashion now =/

well, its ok, guess its time for me to save up
some of my income and wait till next week's
wednesday again! heh.

i'm gonna pump my own muscles up soon!
hope to see the results of my desired body :D

_________________________________


Notifications

Attn : Kayakers for 3STARS!
There's a course at Changi Loyang on
16th, 17th, 23rd, 24th! (weekends)
REGISTRATION IS NOW AVAILABLE!

Attn : All running mates (if there is)
Singapore Standard Chartered Marathon
application is available already!
join me for the race (42km)!
hope to see you guys at the finishing line!
to all supporters, please come and support me :P


____________________________________


there's this once which you asked
me whether I NEED YOU or I WANT YOU.
now, i've found the answer.
and i need you and want you badly.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

i'll be glad if you were to miss me
that much, but i know, im so god damn different.

Monday, July 21, 2008

tsk! i've skipped one of my cycling trainings
cause.. I'VE OVERSLEPT! HAHAHAHA!
come on, tell me why you guys aren't surprised.

that happened on sunday though :P
anyway, i've recieved both positive and negative
feedbacks about my new haircut.
i'm not surprised that people will now
tend to say that i looked like a hooligan.
but well, i personally prefer to put all the
feedbacks and look at it more positively.

im unique.
heh. and well, today, the port is relatively
quiet after lunchtime and guess what?
i reached home at 1500hrs!
HAHAHA! TODAY IS SUCH A NICE DAY!

anyway, to all the people who are having
bad day or any difficulties in your life.
you can sms me or just leave an email
for a listening ear or whatever.
cya guys. end for today. going for my
super super late dinner. lawl!


i'm all out of love,
i'm so lost without you.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Write 20 random facts about yourself,
then tag the same amount of people as the minutes it takes you to write the facts.

START: 3.03am

01. 169cm SHORT.
02. 52kg LIGHT.
03. Single aint available.
04. Friggin' poor now D:
05. Own a DSLR Canon 30D.
06. I'm a damn egoistic person.
07. LASALLE-SIA student of Photography.
08. Non-Workaholic.
09. Love to read.
10. Reading Anger Management For Dummies now.
11. Loads of downloaded movies.
12. Loads of scars.
13. Skin sensitive.
14. Allergic to seafood with legs.
15. Owns a dog and a cat.
16. Sports person.
17. Kayak 2 Stars Achiever.
18. Likes to taunt.
19. LOVES SHOPPING!
20. Makes men go gaga :P

Done at 3.08AM

5minutes = 5 ppl right?
1. VALERIE
2. KEN
3. CINDY KEONG
4. KANGWEI
5. JOSHUA THE MOFO. LAWL!

Friday, July 18, 2008

im friggin exhausted no matter what.
i've got no idea why! probably im having
these late night sleep recently.

1 more mth to hellish days :(
16th of august.. sigh..
i wish i can postpone this, but well.
i need to atone my mistakes.
and i need to do this. sucks..



i love you, i really do
would you please give me another chance?

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Movies Reviews for The Dark Knight // Red Cliff

well, Ratings are first, and comments (details)
will therefore follow :)

The Dark Knight a.k.a Batman Movie

Ratings 3.5/5

Reason : The Dark Knight is a highly anticipated movie
and the most exciting roleplay in this 2hr 30minutes show
is the Joker, which is starred by the late Heath Ledger
which was in a tragedy of wrong prescription overdose.
In this movie, there's more talking rather than actions.

If I were to add up all the fighting scenes and compared
it to the "boliao" scenes such as talking. I think its just
around 30minutes the MAX. The story line isn't well
planned as they didnt say that why would Batman
save this person for whatever apparent reason.

Without the Heath Ledger, I think I'll warn all my readers
that it is a NO GO! The Joker in this movie is such that
he's the mastermind in every corruption in Gotham City.
He do really crack up nice jokes which I've pretty much
enjoyed it and his acting is really good. Well, at the end
of the day, its still up to you guys to watch it or no :)

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Red Cliff a.k.a The Battle Of Chibi

Ratings : 4/5

Reason : Make it short. Too draggy, simple as that.
But why still give it a 4?! I must say that the casts
did their part, such as Zhuge Liang which is starred
by the handsome o'charming guy, Takeshi Kaneshiro.
Their actings are all superb but just one thing..
When the real deal is coming right up, they show
this THREE SIMPLE WORDS.

TO BE CONTINUED...

wth la. so, 4 stars :P
to those who like the Romance of the Three Kingdoms.
I would recommend you guys to watch it. there's 2 parts
or 3 parts of this show :D caocao r0x0r!
will be posting later for the
Movie Reviews of The Dark Knight
a.k.a batman movie or whatever.

Movie Reviews for Red Cliff
will be posted also.
Both will be posted at approximately
2320hrs. :))

p.s im not on a movie marathon today.

oh yea. im reading up a book called
Anger Management for Dummies.
trying to change my sickening anger
which is easily triggered.
im sorry when i blasted my anger on
you guys out there :((





yet another futile attempt to talk to you.
do i have another chance? i dont care.
im just waiting for you no matter what.
i truely found my love in you.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

woohooo.
im like having mixed emotions now.
firstly, i've spent 300 on three things
which i've been aiming for like.. A HUGE PERIOD
OF FRIGGIN TIME. LAWL!!
secondly, i'm broke. LOL!

ok, photos now.



















Dunhill bag. means.. something is good.. LAWL!




















ITS ACTUALLY A FRAGRANCE FROM DUNHILL!
(like duh, there's the logo on the glass. lol)


Name : Dunhill London [100ml]

Pricing : $118

damn heartpain luhh. but well, its great :D
sorry for the poor quality of the photos.
was tired already =/
two more items, one from River Island
and the other from Topman. no pictures
for both of these. cause i still like the
fragrance more than these :P



oh yea. new hairdo!
i scared to cut ahbeng-ness hairstyle already :(
this is what happens when you cut a ahbeng
hairstyle. LAWL!






















During Haircut :P



























After Haircut
and During Shopping with Hafiz :P























My back view when im fitting some clothes :P




























Waiting outside the fitting room
for hafiz :D




well, to my readers out there.
if you guys want me to cut botak.
then write at my tagboard.
need at least 5 persons or more :P
or to be more discreet, then email
me at deadstrength@live.com.sg

see you guys around :D