I'm in a critical state of dilemma.

As above stated, I'm really in a state of confusion
which is really screwing my life up now.

Practically and theoretically, I'm stuck with school
and my life is not sailing through a calm seas
but its going through the seven seas with
unexpected weather where I, the captain, didn't
expect the unexpected.

Deep. You may think I am it;
Look over to me, you might find it wrong.

Life is difficult;
I ain't proving it false.
For I am the one,
who is in the mess.
Which I do, never figure this out.

Like a vortex;
My mind swirls and whirls.
Deep thoughts flows
and goes.
May I know where to go?
The answer is yet to unfold.





Okay fuck this piece of shit alright?
FML seriously.
I'm trying to make you guys understand
me in a different manner.
I know, yes, my blog is dead.
Neither I do wanna revive it due to school.

All my thoughts are above there,
where I tried my best to describe it out.
I'm sorry to whoever asked me what is exactly wrong.
However, this is the best I could do, to tell you
what is my heart feels for the current
moment in my life.

I know, life might seem good for me.
Well, thats a false impression.

Those who left me a few years ago,
came back a few weeks ago.
I'm beginning to start doubting
myself for all the things I've done...



If this post confuses you,
I'm terribly sorry.
I just need somewhere to
pour my heart out to.

Thank you reader.

Assault

Clarence was assaulted by 3 assailants after

clubbing at an underage party at St James Powerhouse.

He didn't know it was an underage party though.

After partying, he went out to Vivocity to slack and sort

with his friends, before moving to the spot where

he was assaulted.

After moving off from Vivocity, he and his friends

walked together with another group of people

to the Seah Im Carpark (opposite Vivocity, beside harbourfront

MRT station).

Upon arriving at the location, he sat down by the

kerb and starting chit chatting with his friends.

This place was an crime scene where shortly after

he sat down, the assault took place.

He was punched and kicked onto his face

and neck area.

The aftermath is that Clarence suffered from a

nose bleed, a swollen eye, a busted mouth

and a fucking injured neck.

His Fred Perry Polo Pique was dirtied during

the brawl, and God Damn these kids.

Clarence and co. went to vivo again to sit down

and think of what happened.

It was an assault, maybe a riot.

Afterwards, he cabbed down to Bukit Batok

and lodged a Police report, providing with 100%

accurate details on what had happened.

On the upcoming tuesday, he will be going to

the Subordinate Court of Singapore to file a complaint

against these attackers and to charge them to court

for "Voluntarily Causing Hurt" under

Section 323 of Chapter 224.

Hope this case will bring these fucktards to jail

or either go to RTC (Reformative Training Centre),

hoping that there's also caning included.

Oh well :(

Birthday

Firstly, a big thank you to all these people for

wishing me a happy birthday.

These are in sequence :)

All in 24hrs Format

1) Noelle (0000)
2) Boo (0000)

3) Guo Ren (0000)

4) Xiao Qing (0001)

5) Xuan Zhi (0003)

6) Wan Hao (0005)

7) Zhen Fu ((0008) I know the reason why so late:))

8) Rui Ying (0012)

9) James Chiam (0020)

10) Jolyn Chin (0020)

11) Jenmey (0021)

12) Jia Le ((0034) Thank you blue oyster! <33's>

13) Bryan (0055)

14) Eunice (0129)

15) Ye Kai (0129)

16) Huili (0215)

17) Valerie (0258)

18) Alicia (1246)

19) Richard (1450)

20) Eleonora (1450)

21) Bryan (AGAIN(1450))
22) Nicole (1450)

23) Lester (1451)

24) Raja (1458)
25) Yi Mei (1520)

26) Ivan (1945)

27) Huplian (I forgot timing)

28) Johnathan Edwards (1929)

29) Siew Ting (2016)

30) Michael (2111)

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13/10/2009 BELATED ASSHOLES! :P THANKS ANYWAY!

31) Wilson Lee

32) Yong Cheng

33) Kang Wei

34) Kirsten

35) Brendan

36) En-Lin

Okay, Thanks guys! NO JOKE.

Really appreciated all of your kind, warm wishes

to the ugly BUT adorable boy here.

AHAHAHA WHAT A DOUCHEBAG I AM.

LOL!

Friggin' thick skinned.

Anyway, It's a total of 3 updates to

keep this post going.

Final update already!

and yes: "I wanna thank my mom my dad

my everyone for giving me this award."

Yea yea as if I'm taking the Grammy Awards.

So, a big....

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE AGAIN!

Is this large enough?
Big thank you already aye?
hehe!

Ciao!

&

Cheers.

aniMAIL time!

Bye, Ciao or Cya? Choose one.

Seriously, PLEASE CHOOSE ONE.
AND TAG IT ON MY TAGBOARD.







p.s I totally hate the word bye.
It makes me sound like you're not gonna see me again.

Peace & Serenity

Yesterday was an unusual me.
Temper didn't show at all, nor even my arrogance.
Found out that the world is gracious.
I must go and thank all those who helped
me in everything, and to love them for what they are.

I was lacking of coins for the bus fare,
I kindly requested this ageing guy for just
particularly 10cents.
Not only he gave it to me, but still asked
this :"Boy, you need more? Is it enough?"
I was shy to get more, so I said
:"Uncle, it's okay, thank you very much."

I do not know why I was greeted by
such a nice man, but it's an angel in disguise.
Not those angels with halo, but he is indeed
a Samaritan.

Thank you uncle whom gave me his penny,
I will pray for you in every aspect in life.

Thank you once again.



Crossing the realms of life;
ain't sure what it does nor means.
Cleansing my heart through the rain,
finding peace and meaning out there.
Learning the things which I should absorb;
not pushing the blame but blame oneself.
Peace and serenity is upon my kingdom;
to find it, I must seek for it.

Rants, rants and more rants.

I'm like a fuse.
My ampere is lower than the current;
blows up when the current is too strong to handle.

I'm an "ah beng", a Singapore gangster.
This is what people deemed me as.
Condemned, punished, humiliated and framed.
What's more?
Life has been condemned by such idiots.

Stress in Lasalle.
A on going thing; making me sick.
People can handle the stress, but it ain't me.

I'm not a saint nor a deviant.
Neither am I Satan nor Lucifer.
Do not judge me by looks.

I may be friendly; scary too.
How you perceive, is judgement.
Till you know me better, then judge once more.