1. Do you have secrets?
Of course. Plenty :D

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
Yeah.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Waiting since 2 years ago.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
(if only!)
I would build myself a nice pretty house by the beach and then
sleep there, one bugatti veyron, one harley davidson, one suzuki haya :D
maybe I will get some kayaking boats with a good paddle, with all gears also.
Probably invest on stocks (like now, because of global trade.) then give
some money to my mom and maybe start up a philantropic foundation.
not to mention, I want LENSES FOR MY CAMERA! AND BRANDED
WEARS! :D


5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
No, I'm not gay fyi.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loved by someone.

7. Give one reason why you love your significant other.
She understands me, can relate to me, know my temper, shes not
the average typical girl. Thats why she's unique.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I'll continue to wait.

9. What is the first thing you want to do when you're legal?
Driving License!

10. What would you do if your significant other cheats on you?
I'll give my other half another chance to redeem herself, then, if the
cheating thing still persists, I guess its time to say goodbye.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Halfway successful in my career, almost being a father :D

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
SHE, my cliques ( both FHS and lasalle ), family.

13. How many times your heart has been broken?
Handful.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
It varies.

15. What is your favourite colour?
Black, brown, white, red.

16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
Seek for opinion from besties.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Yes.
Though will brood over a little while but then, everything's back to normal afterwards.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
I still miss you as ever.

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
Come on, dont be evil, lemme choose both!
IF, to very worst, 50/50. LOL!

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
Fuck, then do you believe?

5 people to do this survey:
Ken, Qing Wen, Chien Juen, Cindy, Joshie.

safety kayaker is fun yet tiring D:

As I've stated above on the topic, hehehehe.
Anyway, summarize the whole thing to you guys for
easier reading and not a whole chunk of details.
( no offence to any bloggers )


Yesterday 8th November 08'
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Today was a hell outta crazy night!
Departed from home and out to meet Ivan and Aaron
at Marina Square's Starbucks Cafe? or coffee? LOL.
Challenged on PSP Bomberman and see who's king over there :D
as expected, I'm still the one which dominates them. ;)

Headed for heavy dinner at Long John
as I haven't had my breakfast nor lunch.
Seriously, is there any event for photography?
There's a huge number of people carrying out their
DSLRs! The most impressive ones are the old technologies.
The SLRs! LOL! cool right? :D

Headed straight to Pasir Ris MRT station for us to take
bus 89 which goes to WVCG ( Water Venture Changi ) to stay
overnight at there as there's event tomorrow.
So, before we slept, we played Big 2 // Dai Dee or whatever shit
and wow, my luck is very good in the beginning, but started
to suck once I get over confident in my luck.

I'm sorry, but we're actually gambling. LOL!
Not really gambling as in the sense of playing with money, but
rather, we're playing with push ups! heh.
ok, from a good player till sucked like shit.

Lost over 100+ push ups at the end of the day.

Not really happy with the results, in the end played Blackjack.
I was dominating again, and in the end, i lost 40 pushups in just
ONE ROUND. OH NO!
hahaha. Accumulated till its 65. shit man!
then went to bed :D



Today
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Woke up at 0630, went back to sleep and woke up again at 0730.
Ate few slices of plain prata and changed into my wet attire!
Headed out to sea with my Slaloms with 14 safety kayakers
and there's only 1 "2 star-er" LOL!

The worst shit is that we kayaked acrossed the channel and
then we slacked for an hour.
Talking loads of bullshit here and there, but did received some
information about what exactly is 4 star being conducted ;)

*im tired now, needa type fast and go rest. 1hr more to dinner*

ok, so, first kayak went past us, it was the K2's.
I was expecting to see Iskandar, but well, didnt catch him at
all while I was doing my job. Weird.
Then, there was one capsized kayak, an K1.
We, as safety kayakers, should instruct a capsized victim on
what to do, but instead, this guy which I'm trying to "un-cap" him,
he told me on what to do instead. wtf.

Ok, then in the end, powerboaters called in for my help to ask
all the K1's, K2's, Slaloms and other boats to get away from the
shore and move around the powerboat.
Since I'm trained to shout (thanks to npcc), I shouted at the
top of my lungs and said this :"ALL KAYAKERS, MOVE
AWAY FROM THE SHORE AND GO AROUND THE POWERBOAT!"

yet, some people still ask me :"where should I go?"
TOTALLY W.T.F~!

Ok, job done afterwards. then went back to my club and bathed
and then went home, kinda tiring day, and my neck now is swollen
due to the extreme shoutings ( I shouted alot of times ). I think its because
of the veins or the artery or whatever shit is pissed with me.

OK NIGHTS! 50MINUTES MORE WTF!

fcuk'ed me.

I'm fcuk'ing depressed.
Why?

Not enough time,
not enough words,
not enough motivation,
not enough money (for art),
not enough inspiration,
not enough OF ALOT OF THINGS!

FCUK IT!
No joke, I'm pissed off with alot of things,
people are thinking that I cant perform as well
as the others, but if you guys give me time,
I STRONGLY BELIEVE THAT I CAN.
Why does no one believe me that I can do things
wayyyyy better than the others?

Is it because I've slacked too much?
Or I didnt put in much effort?

Come on, I want to improve,
I want to train harder,
I want to grow,
I want to master my techniques,
I want to be motivated.

I do not want to be the last.
I do not want to be the uninspired person.
I do not want to give up.

I NEED TO CARRY ON!

Any motivations?
I found my drive in painting,
I do not know what you guys will think bout this,
and I seriously don't care if you guys are trying to
pull me down or fcuk me upside down ok.


I'll be back to be one of the top again.
Believe me.




v, where'd you go,
i know i cant be strong,
i know im weak.
if you're here with me now,
things would get better and more different.
i still love you as always.
i miss you.

All the best! CHIONG AH!

Yippee!~ <-- This sounds uber gay please.

Anyway, to all the A' level takers,
ALL THE BEST TO YOU GUYS!
Claim all your distinctions and whatever
and glorify yourself once again!

Ken, DO COME BACK WITH A DISTINCTION :P

Probably you guys ever heard of people
saying :" GOOD LUCK ". I seriously think that
luck only consist of 5% in the papers, be it lucky
or unlucky, it all comes down to YOU.

You're the only one to score well in the papers,
not luck for goodness sake ;)
So, all the best! sounds much nicer aye? :)

Anyway, this upcoming sunday I'll be at the
Marina Barrage as there is a GRAND OPENING
(bullshit) for it. So, I'll be there as a safety kayaker.
Anyone coming along? D:

alrights. off to sleep now with informality!
nights faggots!

Ok decided not to re-edit my posts due to some
mistakes or whatever. lol.
SORRY JOSHUA! YOU DID SMS ME! HAHAHAHA!

WELCOME BACK CLARENCE!
Yes, finally I'm back to my blog and start out to rant
or whine at everything and anything. heh :DD
So, this week is actually my independent week, so,
I'll be lazing at home, finish my school work and
then off to slackkkkk.

Upcoming and the following sunday will be my first
time being a saftey kayaker and to clock my distance!
Indeed it's a one stone kill two bird thingy. lawlll~

Anyone misses me? HAHAHHAA! WTF?!
Anyway, I'm cutting down on my smoking already, it has
been a major improvement! It takes me about 7 days to
finish one packet already. Thank god that I'm recovering
from my withdrawal symptoms.

Well, few things to add on is that I'm failing in my school D:
hope some kind souls to push me further on. gahh~
Oh yea guys, ANYONE GOT NINTENDO WII?
I WANNA BUY YOUR WII! AND PLAY ROCKBAND
AND GUITAR HEROES!! :DDDD

ok. lastly, fucked up, I was issued a fine of $200 due to
littering on the fucking floor at ECP. fuck that fatimah.

THANK YOU TO ALL!

sup?

18th birthday over already and its just another day passes by.

Feeling kinda glad and rather down even though its like
5 days since my birthday, so, Im gonna blog everything
out like OMGWTFBBQl337PWNZ0R!

Well, Im glad that numerous of you guys and readers out
there who wished me a happy birthday.
Now, Here are the names (Descending by time recieved)

Rui Ying
Ken
Yuling
Eunice
Hup Lian
Guo Ren
Jiale
Ye Kai
Jolyn
Titien
Wilson Lee
Siew Ting
Valerie
Juitwen
Xi Jie
Chien Juen
Cindy Keong
Chu Hong
Jaclyn
James
Yew Tinn
Yi Mei

I WANNA SAY A BIG BIG
THANK YOU TO ALL OF THE ABOVE
FOR REMEMBERING MY BIRD DAY! :D

and why aint joshua's name inside? BRO! WHY YOU NEVER
MESSAGE ME HUH?! DDDDD:

gonna post again! DOTA TIME!

Maybe - Secondhand Serenade
one of the songs which is in my player.
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Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me,
Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you, to you, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So just come back I'll make it better than it ever was
I'll make it better than it ever was

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place