fcuk it

i'm going back to my same old addict.
fucking stress.



"Brothers" is a term where men
mixes around with each other and
uses this phrase : "together we stand, divided we fall".
it lasts, even if the person
found a new clique or a girlfriend
or whatever thing, the brotherhood shall'nt FALL apart.
great luh.


one problem after another.
sickness, then love sickness,
and now come brotherhood-sickness.
fcuked up.


indeed really fcuked up if you guys know what i felt.
i've only emphasised to some of my brothers in
the brotherhood about what it exactly means.
and well, some are not living up to the meaning.
they'll take you for granted eventually.
fcuked up.


TONNES AND TONNES OF HOMEWORK
ALREADY STRESSING ME OUT.
NOW THIS AND THAT AND THIS.
fuck it ok.

lemme just emo over at some corner.
fuck it.




people told me not to wait,
but i believe in my wait.
i perservered,
where's the result?
i've changed, where are you then?
you might not see the result
as there's not much of attention paid.
i dont know, im stressed.